Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
Published July 8th, 2017.
Today marks 3 years since you ruined my life. While I was in the hospital for 4 days missing you all you decided that was the time. I'll never know what you told them, although you told me in a dream. I know you blackmailed them and threatened them that they'd be loners if they kept being friends with me. You knew their worst fears and you used that. I'll never understand why. Because you were jealous of my boyfriend? Because you hated my sister? Because I was in the hospital? Trust me, you had no idea. You didn't understand. It wasn't a life you would find worth living if you had to stay in a hospital while being in pain. Today is 3 YEARS!!! And then July will be 2 years since you died.
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