Today marks a year since we graduated. I remember during 8th grade graduation we thought THAT graduation was emotional. Boy, were we wrong. High school was by far the harshest ride I've ever been on. I remember seeing you during rehearsal practices that morning and Lisa kept telling me to calm down because I was shaking so bad after seeing you. I was so angry.
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You were going to go off to college to become a teacher and I can just imagine you screaming how happy you are to be away from AP Euro. You never got to start college or begin your life as an adult.
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As I was stalking Lisa's new boyfriend, I was looking through records of graduates in the last few years. I couldn't help but pull up our school and find your name. It was just calling me, telling me to find you.
You never even got to go to your dream college! Seeing this made me break down.Missing you.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.