Today is Father's Day.
Your first one in heaven and also the first one your dad will spend without you 💔
When we went to the cemetery today and saw all the families that are usually not there I was scanning to see if I saw your stone.
I don't know why.
Then, my mouth accidentally opened when my dad said it's going to be his brothers birthday on the 19th. Lisa chimed in and said " Sav too, " & I don't know why but I said, " Mary's is too. "
The last person I saw you with was your dad. You were walking with him to your car when I wished that you'd get hit by a truck.
You were even with him when you were stalking me inside target.
Even though you had so many problems with your dad ( the camp incident ) I know you loved him.
I can only hope that you're with him and that you're comforting him today.
He is going to need it.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
