Today marks 2 years without you. I honestly was distracted today so I didn't wallow in grief as much as I thought. The posts about you killed me, because they didn't know the real you. These 2 years went by strangely fast, you would be in your second year of college right about now.
The news of that Disney star dying in his sleep the other night came on such a weird day. When I read that I was just wondering about you. You were perfectly healthy before dying in your sleep. He was 20, the age you should've turned this year, and it happened to him too. It's all so crazy. I bet you're fangirling up there over him. Please send signs to the children today if they need it, especially X.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
