Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
Published July 8th, 2017.
Wow. Today you would be 24 years old. We met when we 12 and it's crazy to think you'd be 24 today. You probably would have graduated from college with your bachelors and posted a cheesey caption of you with your diploma. You would be beaming at how the honors classes you took were all worth it. I found out that K🐩 is now a teacher too, just like you wanted to be. All the posts that the fake people will post for you coming up is something I'm already getting angry about. None of these people knew the real you. A few weeks ago I had to call the ambulance for my dad and when tbey came in the house I suddenly remembered how Zach S is an ambulance person now. My mind was wondering if I would see him while at the same remembering us eating his brownies while he blamed you know who. I felt weird because I was smiling during such an intense moment of letting the firefighters and ambulance people into my house. I wasn't smiling because of the situation but because of the memory that came to ny mind. There are some days I like remembering you but other days that I don't. My feelings are conflicted because whenever I talk about you my heart feels the anger and the mixed feelings of sadness and betrayal, which a bit of grief. Visit the children today, especially X.
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