Nikki and Tommy laid out across the couch ready to watch a movie. This was the first time in weeks they had been alone.
Tommy buried himself into Nikki's side as the movie began to play. Nikki wrapped his arm around the younger man. They stayed like this for hours. After the movie, Tommy leaned up to kiss Nikki, but he recoiled.
A hurt look crossed Tommy's face. "Nik, what's wrong with you? You've been super distant ever snice the interview." "I've been thinking about some stuff, Tom. It's been bothering me for a while if I'm honest and what the lady said the other day well it got me thinking more bout it that's all."
Tommy's expression went blank, then his face contorted in confusion. "Nik, what could possibly bother you that much?" Nikki just stared off in the distance for a while. "I don't really want to talk about it, T-Bone," Nikki said ruefully. "Sixx, tell me. You know you can tell me anything. I wanna help you."
Tommy's face was dead serious. He would do anything for Nikki, and he knew that. They had never kept secrets from each other. "Nikki, tell me please."
"Fine." Nikki paused, trying to find his words. "Here's the thing. You deserve better than some ex-junkie who's going to end up going back to the smack. Everyone knows it. Even I know. something gonna happen and I'm gonna go back to the Smack and probably die for the third fucking time. But you seem determined to believe that I'm actually a decent guy who's halfway worthy of you. So, what scares me the most is that someday, even you will realise, what everyone else knows, that you can do better than me. Tom I'm just an asshole Ex-junkie who can't do shit part from write half decent songs."
Nikki's face was solemn. Tommy pulled his face up to meet his eyes. "Nikki, I love you for what's inside your heart and i know you won't go back to the drugs you're a strong person your stronger than you give yourself credited it for. I don't care what everyone else thinks. You're a great guy, Nikki, and I will always love you I've Loved you since the 80s and I'm gonna love you till the day I die."
"I love you too, Tommy. I don't know why I always worry about these little things."
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Band Oneshots
General FictionA bunch of Band one shots I will take some request just message me some ideas and ill see what I can do! I will be updating this often if I can daily or every other day if not there will be a new ones up!
