Band Oneshots

Emostions(Nikki Sixx X Tommy Lee)

Happy, happy, happy, sad.

Emotions were always the hardest thing to deal with, especially when they're about Tommy Lee. He always had struggled with them an Nikki's emotions were off the radar when it came to Tommy.

Sad, sad, happy, sad, sad, sad

Over the years he had found out that happiness was the best feeling. Nikki was mostly alway happy Tommy but then there was another feeling, a feeling that Nikki never really felt before he met the seventeen-year-old.

It was new an strange to him, Nikki felt love.

It was so hard for him to process this because he's never felt it before, but he was sure this is what it felt like, he was positive, but he wasn't positive that Tommy felt it back, so he buried it deep down inside of him and left it alone and tried to drown it out with a bottle or a needle, sometimes both at the same time.

Happiness, love, happiness, love, sadness, love, anger, love.

However, it always came back to hurt him and the pain was unbearable and only getting worse.

The worst feeling was the day Nikki came back to the man he loved and saw him propose to a woman. He couldn't do anything because Tommy didn't love him back and he just had to get use to it.

Heartbreak, sadness.

Deep dark pit of sadness.

Pain, relief, happiness. sadness, heartbreak and an ended-less pit of smack.

Tommy found him in a drug den when he came looking for his wife's friend's son. Tommy had Nikki stay with him and his wife for a while so he could help Nikki sober up again.

Maybe Tommy Lee really did care about him, but then after he was sober, he moved back home, it was silence.

Until Tommy decided to pop in for a visit one day, seeing Nikki laying unconscious on the floor with a belt around his bicep, and a needle still in his arm.

Heartbreak.

Tommy careful removed the needle and picked him up then carried him to his bedroom, laying him down, Tommy took the belt of his arm and threw it across the room. He sat in the chair in the corner of his room and waited for him to wake up.

Pain, pain, pain, pain.

Nikki groaned and sat up, wondering how he got into his room, he noticed Tommy sitting in the corner. "you're using again," Tommy sighed with anger. "Why?"

Sadness.

Nikki laid down and curled up into fetus position. "God dammit Nikki fucking answer me." Tommy demanded, slightly shouting. Nikki flinched and held himself.

Fear.

Tommy stood up and sat on the edge of the bed. Nikki could hear him breathing heavily. "Why are you using again Nik?" Tommy asked again, calmer this time.

"y-you chose her," Nikki whispered, sniffiling. "What does this have to do with Heather?" Tommy asked.

Heartbreak.

Nikki buried his face in his knees and tried his hardest to hold in the sobs. Nikki was hoping that Tommy would be smart enough to figure it out.

It was exactly nine minutes before Tommy finally figured it out. Tommy straightened out and stood up. "How long?" Tommy asked.

Heartbreak.

"How long have you been in love with me, Nikki?" Tommy asked again. Nikki sat up and looked into his lap. "They day you came round mine and did an audition for the band." Tommy stared at him, thinking. "We..we met the day before." Nikki looked up at him, tears forming in his green eyes. "I know."

Sadness, fear, anger, pain, loss, heartbreak.

Tommy sighed and rubbed his face. He didn't know what to say. Tommy walked out of Nikki's room, into the living room, grabbing his coat.

Tommy stood on the landing, remembering the first night they meet he had watched Nikki's band play and how he walked up to Nikki only to embarrass him himself with the 'I have your poster on my wall' line.

Happiness.

Tommy turned around and looked into the house, seeing the music awards lining the wall remembering when they got given them.

Happiness.

Tommy smiled a bit. Even happier. Then he saw the pictures of them camping, remembering the magic carpet ride and how they laughed about it when they got sober. Tommy smiled.

Pure happiness.

The day that he watched Nikki laying in a hospital bed due to an overdoes that killed him for two minutes. The fear of losing Nikki how he felt.

Fear, Love.

Tommy was starting to finally understanding his own feelings for Nikki. Only then realizing that Nikki said he'd been in love with him since they met. Tommy finally understood the reason why he left the wedding early, why he hasn't talk to him in two months and why he went back to drugs.

Nikki Sixx was heartbroken. Nikki fucking Sixx was heartbroken.

Tommy dropped his coat and ran back to Nikki's room, pulling him off the bed and into a passionate kiss.

Nikki was shocked at first, but kissed Tommy back. It was there for them both pure love.

Sorry it's short and shit better ones are coming