Chapter 41: Save me, Save you

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*These parts of this chapter may be sad*

It's still the same day

The last part from the last chapter

Miyeon: I'm so sorry Yuqi *she's still hugging Yuqi* 

Miyeon: I'm so sorry 

Yuqi kept nodding her head while she is still crying and breaking down into sadness. 

Yuqi: No I'm sorry *she wipe down her tears*

Yuqi: You don't deserve this Miyeon

Yuqi: You were only trying to protect me you as one of my best friends forever 

Yuqi: I'm so sorry for ever doubting you Miyeon 

Yuqi: You don't deserve this at all *she said it in a upset tone*

Yuqi cried and cried. 

Shuhua has overheard their conservation this the entire time and it breaks here heart so much. She never knew that Miyeon will do anything to protect them and she just doesn't understands it until she can see through it. Once Miyeon and Yuqi had falling asleep, Shuhua walked out and went outside to get some fresh air for a little while longer. 

If only someone knew that Shuhua has been through so much struggles that nobody doesn't understand her struggles.

Shuhua is sitting on the bench looking a bit numb and distressed. 

She saw the reflection of herself.

The only reflection that she can see is the other half of herself.

The other half of Shuhua isn't exactly who she is before she came out to be into something more than this. 

It's like those pieces of me could never be replaced

The outcome of hers hasn't been the best throughout the process but it only did for her in so many ways. 

For example, Shuhua has never dyed her hair before until she exactly did

She dyed her hair blonde and she loves it so much. 

All her life, Shuhua wanted an brighter future who can turn her frown upside down. 

From the night when Miyeon left her best friends behind, it becomes one of the betrayals that she has never ever faced before. In fact, Shuhua is mad at Miyeon for leaving and she doesn't want to see her again. From the looks of it, Shuhua is glad that Miyeon is back but she is still mad at her for leaving her into this kind of betrayal like this. Shuhua had never ever experienced it before in her entire life. 

She and her best friends had been through alot of hell but they were always have the good times that they could never forget it. As for now, Shuhua felt like she was in deep, deep and deep down into the bottom of the ocean that she could never ever get out of and she couldn't find a way to breathe. After an hour of Shuhua is lying onto the grass, she received a text from Soyeon but then she completely ignores it and turns off her phone. 

Shuhua just wants to be alone right now. 

Shuhua's mind: Why can't I find a way to let go?? 

Shuhua's mind: For once in my life, Miyeon has made me the most happiest person that I could be 

Shuhua kept thinking to herself over and over again 

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