"Stop Jungkook !Just stop this madness please!" She fell down crying. His eyes flickered to blood red. He took slow steps towards her trembling figure. "If you think loving you is madness..I am already addicted to this madness of having you." He bre...
If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more
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That girl looks like me but most of her face is destroyed in the picture. Maybe I am just misunderstanding. I started reading the dusty diary. It was hard to make out the words since most part of it was erased off...... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 26 ℳ𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒽 1869 ℐ𝓉'𝓈 𝒷ℯℯ𝓃 𝒶 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎．𝒦ℴℴ𝓀 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒷ℯℯ𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂ℯ 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒹𝒶𝓎．ℐ 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓈ℴ 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂ℴ𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝓉ℯ𝓈 𝓂ℯ 𝒶𝓃𝒹 ℐ 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝓎．𝒮𝒽ℯ 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝓇𝓊𝒹ℯ 𝓉ℴ 𝓂ℯ．ℬ𝓊𝓉 ℐ 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃'𝓉 𝓉ℯ𝓁𝓁 𝒦ℴℴ𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ. ℐ 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 to 𝒻𝒾ℊ𝒽𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂ℴ𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓇 𝒷ℯ𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓂ℯ. ℐ 𝒶𝓁𝓈ℴ 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀ℯ𝒹 𝒶𝓇ℴ𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓅𝒶𝓁𝒶𝒸ℯ 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓁ℴ𝓋𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝒻𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓃𝒹，𝒱𝒶𝓁ℯ𝓇𝒾ℯ. 𝒯ℴ𝓂ℴ𝓇𝓇ℴ𝓌 𝒦ℴℴ𝓀 𝓅𝓇ℴ𝓂𝒾𝓈ℯ𝒹 𝓉ℴ 𝓉𝒶𝓀ℯ 𝓂ℯ 𝓉ℴ 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓅𝒶𝓁𝒶𝒸ℯ ℊ𝒶𝓇𝒹ℯ𝓃．𝒯ℴ𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝒦ℴℴ𝓀 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒻𝓇ℴ𝓂 𝓂ℯ 𝒶ℊ𝒶𝒾𝓃. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓇ℯ𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝓉ℴ ℊ𝒾𝓋ℯ 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓁ℴℴ𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝒽ℴ𝓁ℯ 𝓁𝒾𝒻ℯ, 𝒾𝒻 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀ℯ𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝒷ℯ𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈ℯ 𝒽ℯ 𝓂𝒶𝓀ℯ𝓈 𝓂ℯ 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎. ℐ 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝒾𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝓂ℯℯ𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉ℴ𝓂ℴ𝓇𝓇ℴ𝓌！ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ God ! Looks like she's really whipped for Jungkook...ew. She seems like a really soft girl. I wonder what happened to her...Did Esther say the truth ? And he drinks blood from her !? Like what ?? I quickly hid the diary before anyone could see it. I decided to sleep because I am tired with all the surprises today.
I woke up feeling so much better since Jungkook didn't harass me yesterday. I went downstairs and headed towards the dining hall. I was surprised to see Jungkoo- no it's Junghwan. I remembered what Esther told me and that softened my eyes. I started eating breakfast but tried to look more comfortable because I didn't want him to feel left out. "Good morning Katherine...." he said softly not sure if I am gonna ignore him again or not. "Morning Junghwan..." I said giving a small smile, catching him off guard.
That's when I really looked into his eyes. His eyes were slightly hazel while Jungkook's were deep brown. He didn't have a scar on his left cheek. But aside from these features they were really hard to tell apart. His eyes held sadness....despair. Even though he was smiling I could see how he must have felt. My eyes watered thinking about how my foster mother would always call me useless and how I would cry myself to sleep. "Do you wanna go for walk ?" He suggested as I smiled at him, nodding. We walked through the hallways talking about random things. "So how's life being the Queen ?" I scoffed "Queen my ass ! I am just here because Jungkook kidnapped me and forced me to be here!" Shit....what did I just say...
