Love me past secrets

Side story 4 18+

*Shays POV*

"This is the last time~ I mean it~" I muffled through our kiss.

"Yeah yeah" Ambrose dismissed my words. His lips traveled down my neck. His breath was warm, it sent shivers through my body.

I told myself that I wouldn't get any more involved with Ambrose, but he's been coming over frequently unannounced. Especially when he's in a shitty mood, he takes it out on me by using my body.

I know that's a bit toxic, but every time I found myself unable to resist.

I despise alphas. Especially ones like Ambrose. I vowed to myself to never let one into my personal life. I broke that promise.

There is a feeling I get every time I sleep with Ambrose. I feel refreshed and satisfied. I feel a sense of peace and comfort, feelings that I've longed for. But, this needed to end.

There was underline guilt and shame I felt. It was like I was going behind Daehyuns back. I mean, Dae did mention he no longer had feelings for Ambrose. But that doesn't mean I'm not going behind his back.

I gasped as a forced thrust sent pain through my body "Focus on me" Ambrose frowned.

I placed my hands on his lower stomach to prevent him from continuing "Wait. That hurts~ I'm not prepared"

"You should've prepared yourself before I came" he began to pull out.

"How was I supposed to know~ you just showed up" I huffed "Don't!"

I gripped his arms as he shoved himself back in. It hurt. "C-condom! Did you put one on?" My voice was shaky.

"Relax, I put one on" Ambrose began to move. He didn't give me time to adjust.

I placed my arm over my face, I didn't like looking at his face. It only made me feel like a shitty friend, plus I hated this man.

Ambrose placed his hand on my stomach "shit, my dicks filling you up" he smirked.

"Stop!" I gasped moving my arm from my face. Ambrose pushed his hand on my stomach as h began to thrust faster.

"You must like when I press here if you're moaning like that" He spoke in a snarky tone.

"I don't! I hat~e it~" I couldn't control my voice. I usually tried to remain silent during our sex sessions. I didn't want to believe I enjoyed it.

Ambrose narrowed his eyes as he grabbed my arms pulling them towards him as he slammed into me "You fucking love this! Say it. Say that you love how my dick pierces you"

I turned my head so I wouldn't look at him. My moans became muffled as I bit my tongue.

"You're stubborn" He grinned "No worries I know your sweet spots"  he flipped me over on my stomach mid-stroke.

I gasped as he pulled my arms, forcing me up on my knees. He used one hand to hold my wrists together, while his other hand roamed my chest. His lips left trails of slobber on my neck.

"Ahhh!" I moaned as he thrust upward. "Found it" his breath was warm against my neck. He began moving faster.

It felt so good!

"Stop! I can't~ anymore~" I couldn't resist the pleasure I felt.

"Yes, you can" Ambrose placed his hand on my face, turning my head so that our lips could meet.

I muffled moans through our kiss. My legs began to shake "I'm gonna~ cu~m"

He places his other hand on my cock "Don't do that! Nghhh~" I gasped. he pressed his thumb against my tip, preventing me from coming. The consistent pleasure I received from behind caused my body to tremble.