On My Own 》R5 Fanfic♡

f i ve // Shock

Zara's POV.

"I know where he was," I said and everyone turned to me. "Where?" Riker asked me. "With...with my Mom," I said when I buried my face in my hands.

"Why didn't you tell us earlier?" Stormie asked me. "I didn't wanted you to be mad at me," I said to her.

"Why should I be mad at you?" She asked me and I just shrugged. "That wasn't all," I said, hoping they won't get mad.

"They were holding hands...that's why I wanted to leave and didn't wanted to tell you," I said with tears in my eyes.

"I...uhm...I'm going to bed," Stormie said with tears in her eyes. She left and everyone else sat down on the couch.

"I'm so sorry," I whispered sadly. "Don't be, it's not your fault," Rydel said when she sat next to me. I hugged her and she hugged me back immediately.

The front door opened ans no one else then Mark entered the house.

"Hey kids," he said innocently when he entered the living room. "Where is your Mom?" He asked us. "She doesn't want to talk to you," I snapped at him.

He looked at me surprised. "And why is that?" Mark asked confused. "You weren't at work today," Rydel said when she crossed her arms over her chest.

He started getting nervous. "I-I was with a friend," he lied right in our faces. "Don't lie to us Dad!" Riker yelled mad at his father.

"Kids, please," Mark started but Riker cut him off.

"No! We know where you where so leave!" Riker yelled which made me flinch. Rydel hold my hand and suddenly I felt a hand on my thigh.

I didn't bothered to look up.

"Tell your Mom that I'm sorry," Mark said when he walked to the door. He's just leaving like that. He didn't even wantes to explain it to Stormie.

I pulled my phone out and deleted & blocked my Mom's phone number.

"Maybe I should tell you then why my Mom wasn't with my Dad then," I said after a few minutes of silence.

Everyone looked at me and waited for me to continue.

"Okay so, I have a brother named Jason and my Mom left my Dad, Jason & myself because of Jason. He's only a few months old and the reason why my Mom left, is that Jason has down syndrome and no hands..." I said with tears rolling down my eyes.

"She couldn't stand to look at him so she wanted to give him away. My Dad was furious, he wanted to keep him because he's their son. They yelled at each other which leaded to my Mom leaving us," I explained to everyone.

"Sorry but your mother is a bitch," Ratliff muttered a little mad.

"She came to me and told me that she would leave...of course I yelled at her because which mother would leave her family because of that? That was the last time I saw her and I was glad that I didn't had to face her anymore," I said.

"We're so sorry Zara," Rydel said sadly. They pulled me into a group hug which made me feel a lot better.

"How about we go to sleep now," Rocky said when he ran his hands through his hair. God, I love boys doing that.

We all agreed and went upstairs to our room. I changed into my Pyjama and put my hair in a messy bun.

I went to the bathroom and opened the door to see Ross without a shirt on, brushing his teeth. "Uhm, sorry," I said when I stared at his abs.

"You can brush your teeth if you want," he said and I nodded when I took my toothbrush and put toothpaste on it.

I shove it into my mouth and looked into the mirror. Ross smiled at me and I smiled back. I couldn't stop staring at his abs.

"Like what you see?" Ross asked laughing. I snapped out of my trance and laughed nervously. I turned to the side and poked his abs.

"Why do you do that?" He asked laughing. His abs are hard but soft at the same time, oh god they're awesome. "Awesome huh?" He asked, laughing harder.

"Ebrassing," I said when I buried my face in my hands.

I felt his hands on mine when he removed them from my face. "That's okay," he said chuckling. I nodded and a few minutes later we both walked to our rooms.

That wasn't akward at all, was it?