Okay...
I really didn't think I'd ever have to be doing this. I know it's been a minute since the last chapter and I have some written just not published because I wanted to throw it all out there in one go. However, this news just shocked me to my core. I don't know if I can even publish without feeling that pang of sadness. Do I just keep them in my drafts or what do I do? I'm so lost. Loss for words and just lost in general.
Apart of me just left today. I know the past few weeks he's been getting a lot of backlash. What I've learned is that it's okay to mourn the person you had at the time. He and the boys were there when I needed them the most. Fell in love with them from the Xfactor. Witnessed them get formed as a band, saw them through the very day they were released, watched them flourish as a band in f their own away from the show, and even saw them through to their last time together.
They were there in my loneliest of times. While my home life wasn't the best, they were the best thing. It breaks my heart because he is a human being and doomscrolling on Twitter and TikTok didn't help. He didn't deserve to go so young and my thoughts and prayers are with him and his family, the boys, bear, and anyone who crossed paths with him.
Deep down the boy I and many others grew up with was still deep down within him. It doesn't excuse anything that has come out into the light, so please don't take it as I'm defending those actions. He is still a person and even in death I don't think anyone deserves to be talked about in that type of tone. I hope fans don't blame Maya which I know they are, but it's not okay to come for someone for speaking their truth. I just genuinely don't know how to feel about this and I feel so heavy about this situation.
Rest In Peace to Liam Payne. You meant everything to me and you built my childhood and nothing but good memories. I'll always love that time in my life.
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