Faking It..... A J.HS FF

𝐹𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝐴𝑠𝒉𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑙...

Y/n POV

I sat in my room, staring blankly at the wall. It had been hours since he left, but the ache in my heart remained.

I missed him already.

Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes as I thought about our goodbye. The way he'd held me, the way our tears had mingled.

I stood up, pacing around my room, trying to shake off the emptiness. But it followed me, a constant reminder of his absence.

My phone buzzed, and my heart skipped a beat. Maybe it was him.

But it was just a text from Jungkook, asking how I was doing.

"I'm okay," I replied, trying to sound convincing.

Jungkook's response came quickly. "Liar. You're missing him, aren't you?"

I smiled, feeling a lump form in my throat. "Yeah."

"Call me if you need to talk," Jungkook offered.

"Thanks, Kook," I typed, feeling grateful for his understanding.

As I put my phone down, my gaze fell on the photo of Hoseok and me on my nightstand. I picked it up, tracing his smile with my finger.

Hoseok's bright eyes and warm smile seemed to mock me now.

"Why did you betray me?" I whispered, my voice barely audible.

The photo frame shook in my hands as my emotions overwhelmed me.

"I thought we had forever," I whispered, my heart heavy.

The silence was deafening.

I felt lost and alone.

Anger and sadness took over me, swirling together in a toxic storm. My hand started to shake, as my grip on the photo frame tightened.

A scream built up inside me, begging for release.

With all my force, I threw the frame to the floor, watching in satisfaction as the glass shattered into a hundred pieces.

Hoseok's smile now lay broken, fragmented, and distorted - just like my heart.

I stood there, trembling with rage, as tears streamed down my face.

"Why did you lie to me?" I screamed, my voice cracking with anguish. "Why did you betray me?"

The shattered glass seemed to mock me, a stark reminder of our shattered trust.

I felt a pang of guilt for destroying the photo, but my anger overrode it.

I kicked the broken frame away, as if it was the source of my pain.

But the ache remained, gnawing at my soul.

I collapsed to the floor, surrounded by the shards of our memories.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, mingling with the shattered glass.

My heart was broken, and I couldn't pick up the pieces.

As I sat amidst the shattered remains of our memories, a resolve formed within me.

I couldn't change the past, but I could change myself.

The happy, naive me was gone, destroyed by Hoseok's betrayal.

It was time to erect walls, to shield myself from ever feeling such agony again.

I stood up, wiping away the tears.