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Dear Readers,

I hope this message finds you well. Today, I want to share something close to my heart—a journey that took me nearly six years to complete. Yes, you read that right—six years of writing, rewriting, and growing alongside this story. And now, after all the struggles and countless revisions, I can finally say that I'm proud of what I've created. Is it perfect? No. But it's mine, and I'm deeply satisfied with how it unfolded. Of course, I might still tweak a few things here and there—depending on my mood.

During those six years, this book has undergone multiple transformations—revisions, edits, and unexpected plot twists that seemed to strike me at the most random moments. And honestly, that's the magic of writing—those sudden bursts of inspiration that set my heart racing with excitement, knowing my readers will experience the same thrill. But perhaps the reason this journey stretched for so long is because I kept pushing myself to be better. Every time I reread my work, my standards rose. There were moments when I wanted to rewrite everything—and, in fact, I did. Twice. Yes, I completely changed the story twice, reworking every chapter, every scene, every character arc from the ground up. That's why some of the earlier readers might be confused—because they read a completely different version of the story than what it is now. Do you know how much effort that takes? It's insane. But I guess that's just who I am—a writer with an endlessly complicated way of finishing her stories.

To those who have been following my journey since day one, thank you for your patience.

I still remember the days when being a Wattpad writer was just a dream. I started out as a reader, just like many of you, obsessing over different genres and stories. But then, one genre captured my heart so deeply that it inspired me to write my own story. Back then, I never expected anyone to read it. I published chapters simply because I loved the process—the thrill of stringing words together, crafting worlds, and creating moments that could leave readers in awe. That alone was enough for me.

And yet, deep down, I still dreamed of the day someone would notice my story.

I'll never forget the moment it finally happened—the first vote, the first comment, the first loyal reader who supported me chapter after chapter. I just sat there, staring at my screen in disbelief, letting it sink in. Someone was reading my story. Someone was enjoying it. It was one of the most magical moments of my life.

The years 2020 to 2021 were when my story truly gained recognition. Maybe it was because people had more time to read during the pandemic, but I was constantly getting notifications—new readers, new votes, new comments. My follower count skyrocketed, and I hit 1,000 followers for the first time (YAY!! 🎉).

But with that success came the downside.

The more people read my story, the more criticism I received. Some said my characters were useless. Others found my plot predictable or too similar to other stories. No matter how much I told myself that criticism was inevitable, it hurt—especially coming from the readers I cherished so much. My confidence crumbled. Writing felt like a chore. I struggled with writer's block more than ever, until I finally decided to abandon my story.

For an entire year, I took a break. I needed to fix myself as a writer.

When I finally found my passion again, I realized something important—I had let negativity control me. But not anymore. I took back my power. I changed my Wattpad name to "Pribadong Manunulat" (which means "Private Writer") because I realized that being appreciated by a few loyal readers was far more meaningful than chasing recognition from the masses. I also banned anyone who left hateful comments—I refused to let them ruin what I loved.

Slowly, my confidence grew. My writing improved so much that sometimes, when I reread my own chapters, I can't believe I actually wrote them! (Haha, just kidding... or am I? 😆)

Fast forward to 2025, and here I am—finally ready to share more of myself with you. That's why I changed my username from Pribadong Manunulat to CaemyyyWrites—a name that connects to my real identity (though I'm keeping my full name a secret for now 😉).

This year, I made a promise to myself: I will achieve my dreams. I will become a published author. I will hold my own book in print. And the only way I can do that is with your support.

So to my readers—whether you've been here since the beginning or just found my stories recently—thank you. Thank you for your votes, your comments, your encouragement. Thank you for believing in my characters, my worlds, my words. It means more to me than I can ever express.

And before I go, I have one last exciting announcement—this story is just the beginning! It's a trilogy! 🎉 The next book, "What We Desire: The Tale of Cypto and Its Return to Asteria," is already in the works. I can't wait to share it with you!

So, stay tuned, keep reading, and let's continue this journey together.

With all my love,
CaemyyyWrites 💖

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