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Calum

The look she gave me. I hate seeing her like that. It's all my fault.

Blake looks at me. She nods her head towards Kat's door. I just shake my head. I'm not wanted.

"I'll talk to her." Carlos stands.

Kendall shakes his head. "She'll just bring up that...... thing you two had."

They had a thing? Not that I'm jealous or anything.......

"What about me?" Logan stands as Carlos sits back down.

Kendall shakes his head. "You'll be all technical and annoyingly smart."

That's right, Logan is the smart one, Kendall is, I guess, the leader, James is the pretty one and Carlos is the crazy one.

Blake elbows me then stands. "Cal is going." She states blankly.

"WHAT?! Hell no! No fuckin-" Kendall freaks out but Blake cuts him off with a glare.

He rubs the back of his neck and nods. "Five minutes Hood."

I nod and go to Kat's door.

"Hood!" Kendall barks.

I turn.

"It's locked dumbass." He rolls his eyes. "Go the other way." He gestures to a narrow archway that has a door. "There's no lock on it."

I nod and go that way. I almost trip on a loose board.

I hear Kat singing. I stop and listen.

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities, well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try, holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I choke back a sob. She hates that she loves me.

The door flies open and I tumble down the stairs.

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