Have Been In Love With The Superstar (COMPLETED)

35: Super Number 1 Fan

35: Super Number 1 Fan

Ilang araw na ang lumilipas at hindi pa rin ako nagkaka-lakas ng loob na tignan yung video ng Summer Wind. Nisend na sa akin nina Rescel ang link nun. Kahit nga pag-visit lang ng YouTube eh hindi ko pa rin magawa.

Kuya said na marami na daw ang views ng mga videos nila. And soon, they're launching their debut album. Basta, ngayon ding April ang pag-release nun. My friends are too excited at ako? Excited na excited din para sa Summer Wind especially Reniel dahil dream niya talaga iyon.

I gave him heartache but he still manage to reach his goals, his dream, his ambition. Nagsa-success na siya. Samantala ako, lugmok pa rin. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ako babangon muli. Too much pain I am suffering with but what more sa nararamdaman ni Reniel? Sobra. Sobra-sobra pa ata sa nararamdaman ko.

I'm always attempting to visit YouTube pero bina-back ko rin. Isang message ang nag-pop sa screen ng MacBook ko. It's Rescel again. Gising na pala ito? Gabi na dito sa Calif and probably madaling araw na ngayon sa Pilipinas. Maaga gumising o talaga lang na hindi pa ito natutulog?

RescelJill:

I knew you haven't watch the video we had told you. Girl, nakakapanindig balahibo ang performance nilang iyon. Reniel's emotion was too high for you just to ignore. You might get hurt because you saw him on the video pero mahal mo naman yung tao 'di ba? Kahit support lang? Anyway, on that video, the song is their single from their up coming album. He wrote that right after the day he knew that you left.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Hindi ko alam kung paano na. Hindi ko na talaga alam. Nakipagbato-batopick pa ako sa sarili ko kung ano ang susundin ko at sa huli ay papanoorin ko ang videong iyon. Kinakabahan na ako.

I click the link and it leads me to YouTube. Agad na nag-loading ito at nakita ko ang Summer Wind sa isang malawak na stage. Siguro hindi na ito sa isang bar kung saan lagi silang nagpeperform. Sinabi na rin sa akin na naglilibot na daw ngayon ang Summer Wind sa ibat-ibang parte ng Pilipinas para ipromote ang kanilang album. They're hitting on the first spot. Yung mga singles nila ay nangunguna na kahit hindi pa released ang kanilang album. Ganon ang hatak nila sa mga tao.

Nakuha nung video ang atensyon ko ng magsimulang tumugtog. Reniel's face... it's obvious for me that he's in misery. His eyes that I love looking at is full of agony. I wonder what's the message of this song.

She Was The One. That's the title of their song. Sa title palang, ramdam ko na ang hinagpis na dinanas niya.

"Tell me you love me

Tell me you care

But I know you won’t be there

No-oh-oh

I've had trouble sleeping

You feel the same

No, I bet you can’t complain

About that at all

Give me it all

And I’ll give it right back

Show me the bottom of this bottle

We can pick up where we left off tomorrow

She was the one who got away

She was the one who I never got to say

How much

I miss your touch