Have Been In Love With The Superstar (COMPLETED)

89: Songs For You

89: Songs For You

“All the times that it slipped  my mind to mention

That you’re the one I need and if I forgot to tell you

I was wrong to ever doubt it and you’re all I think about, yeah

There’s a million words I should’ve said

I remember you were standing in my doorway

And the words were on my lips, that you never looked so beautiful

Oh just to be near you, don’t you know how good that feels?

These are all the things I should’ve said

Did I miss my chance? Is it too late to say?

Now I’m half of a world away from you

But you’re always on my mind

There’s a million words that I could’ve said

And you might still be mine

And if there’s someone where I used to be

I hope he tells you every day

With the million words that I should’ve said

I wish I could tell you always”

“That was three years after ata when you left after he want you to disappear,” saad ni Hazel habang pinapanood ko ang video na pinakita nila sa akin.

“When you were mine, did I push you far away?

Blamed this whole weight on my shoulders bearing down on me

But then I only had to see you, don’t you know how good that feels?”

Three years? Then, he was still suffering when I thought he recovered from all of those tragedies.

In the video, they are performing for their new released album. And this is one of their few singles for the album. It’s like, they’re trying to send me a message though this song. Regret is written all over his face while he’s singing the song.

“Why did you want me to watch this?” I asked them.

“Can you just watch it first before you ask?” si Rescel na ang sumagot.

“Fine.”

Binalik ko nalang ang aking  atensyon sa laptop ni Rescel. Pinanuod ko silang mabuti.

“And if I could only catch your eye and throw a smile

Maybe I could stop to say what’s screaming in my mind

You should know that what I want to say could take all night or my whole life

Do I get a second chance to make you mine tonight?

Now I’m half of a world away from you

But you’re always on my mind

There’s a million words that I could’ve said

And you might still be mine

And if I ever got the chance again”

Yes. Probably that is. You’ll never know something unless it happened.

The song was saying the what if’s and what could have been’s. It’s full of regret.

“So now tell me, why you guys want me to watch this?”

“Wala lang naman. I bet you never watched that way back when you were still in Hollywood?”