Chapter 11: Bad Memories

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I sat there in my cold damp cell, wailing silently in misery.

The only things that sat in my heart was despair, anguish, misery and hatred.

I tried to think back to happier times. I tried to think of my mother who always supported me. I remembered my mother told me my name meant kind, gracious dear. She had desired for me to grow kind, fair and strong.

Maybe she wanted the wrong things from me. Instead of become everything my mother wanted I became; weak, cowardly and pathetic. Now worst of all I've started to hate everyone and everything, the epitome of someone who is weak.

Nothing good has ever come to me. Nothing worthwhile has happened to me. I've lost everything and I'll never get the chance to tell her I'm sorry for being so, so weak.

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