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Chapter Sixty-Two

"What the fuck?", I shout and jump up from the bed which turns out to not be a good idea, since my head starts pounding even more now.

"What?", Joe says in shock, waking up from his sleep.
"This!"
"Wha-? Oh fucking hell what happened?", he says and rubs his head in pain, "did we-?"
"I don't fucking know, what the hell.", I jump on the bed: "Why did I drink so much? Why am I here? Joe, what happened?", I say, tears streaming down my face.
"It's okay, don't worry! Mistakes happen, you know? And I don't know, honestly don't remember anything.", Joe says, trying to calm me down a bit.
"No it's not okay, I have a boyfriend I love more than anything and I may just had sex with you mate. I may have cheated.", I say and grab my bag and my phone, which are left on the dresser from the night before.
"I'm going.", I quickly add and storm out of the room.

I've yet to even arrive at my room and I get a text from Joe:
"I'm so sorry, you don't even understand. I don't want to hurt you, Dan or your relationship at all.", it say.
Y/N: Don't worry, it sucks, but it happened and it's just as much my fault.

When I arrive in my room I burst into tears again. I might have cheated on my boyfriend. But I don't know for sure, and that's what's killing me.
I am lost, I don't know what to do. Do I tell Dan? Do I act like nothing happened or do I just wait and see?

For now, I need a shower.

I take one, which doesn't wash away my regrets, and pack my things that are thrown around in the hotel room that Zoe booked for everyone.

At 11 am, one hour before I have to leave, I get a text from Dan:
"How was last night?"

DAN'S P.O.V:

We just got back from one of our last shows here in Australia, ready to head home in about a week.
What I look forward to most, is probably more freetime, my bed and seeing her. I miss her. Everything about her. Her smile, her laugh and even the times her cold feet would touch my legs when we were sleeping together.
I'm genuinely just happy that we aren't fighting anymore and everything is going as it is right now.
I've yet to talk to Joe about all of this, but I'm planning to when we get back. I also want to build up my friendships with Louise and Zoe again, which have been slacking slightly.
Finally, I'm happy with who I am and what I'm doing.
At least I think, until I get a text back.

Y/N: "I think I had sex with Joe."