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Chapter Seventy-Seven

"Oh my god.", I say, covering my mouth in shock, "I sure hope it does."

I finish talking to my mom and crawl back into Dan's bed.
What if I am pregnant? I can't take care of a baby, I can't even take care of myself.

But there was no way I can be.
I take birth control and we use protection.

"You okay? ", Dan says when he walks in on me, zoned out on the bed.
"Oh- yea. Just not feeling too good."
"Aw baby.", he says and sits down next to me, "is there anything I can do to make you feel better?"
I smirk: "There sure is."

***

The next morning I wake up to that exact sick feeling.
I quickly pull on one of Dan's shirts and run into the bathroom.

After I finish throwing up, I check if I've gotten my period.
Glorious, am I right?
But still, nothing to be concerned about. Well not in the I'm-bleeding-out-of-my-vagina-help way but more in the shit-my-boyfriend-of-eight-months-might-have-planted-a-baby-in-me way.
So, not to say the least, I am freaking out.
What if I am pregnant?
What if he isn't happy about it?
What are we going to do?

"Babe, are you okay? ", Dan says after he knocks on the door.
"Um- yea, wait a second.", I say and open the door.
Dan comes in and pulls me into a hug, resting his head on mine: "I'm sorry you're not feeling well, love. Do you want me to cancel today's radio show so I can look after you?"
"No, it's fine thank you.", I say and kiss him.

He strokes my cheeks and looks at me lovingly: "You're beautiful."
"You're beautiful.", I say and hug him, forcing a smile with the burning fear in my chest.

"Y/N.", he looks at me, "you're not okay. What's up? You can tell me everything."

I look down at my cold feet, wondering if I should just tell him. On the other hand I don't want to freak him out, so I let it be: "just feeling bad."
He shrugs: "If you say so."

Since I demanded he went to the BBC to do his and Phil's radioshow, I watch it live.

"So now it is time for some would you rather questions suggested by you guys on Twitter! ", Phil says into the camera.
"Would you rather only have kids in 30 years or right now?", he continues.
My heart sinks before Dan immediately replies: "Now of course, I love kids and I'm not sure I can wait more than my current life span to have any.", he says and winks into the camera.
A huge weight lifts off of my shoulders. Hearing him say that he'd rather have some now calms me a lot.

I don't even know if I am pregnant. All I know is that I have to eventually tell Dan, so I take out my phone and text him.

Y/N: nice radioshow babe :-) can you please grab something when you come back?

I look back on the screen just to see that a new song starts playing and Dan taking out his phone while humming to 'can't help falling in love.'

*message read*

Dan: aw you're watching? The songs just for you btw, and yea sure what's up?

Y/N: um, would you rather buy a pregnancy test in 30 years or, other option, now?

Looking back at the screen, I see a huge smile appear on his face.
'Oh my god', he mouths and grins into the camera before showing Phil the phone, who gives Dan a hug immediately.