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Chapter Sixty-Three

DAN'S P.O.V:

With every single letter of that horrible sentence, a piece of my heart breaks off.

'Breaks off' is an understatement.
It gets teared down and jumped on at least ten times.

I feel like a dark cloud is raining on me.
The rain feels worse than English rain on a sad day. It feels like acid rain.

I read the message over and over and over again, hoping the letters will move and make a different sentence. A happy one. Maybe her telling me how much she misses me or much much she can't wait to kiss me again.

But they never do. They stick to their unwanted place as much as I am stuck right now. It still says that the love of my life cheated on me with the guy I am afraid is better than me.

I throw my phone against the wall, making the screen crack, just like my heart is cracked. But the big difference was that it still works on the inside, unlike me.

I throw myself on the bed, hoping this is all a really horrific, bad dream I can laugh about in the morning.
But it isn't. I am still sad in Adelaide, a place I wanted to leave just thirty minutes ago so I can kiss and hug and love her, now I want to stay here forever, so I don't have to return to real life, to her.

"She cheated on me.", I say aloud multiple times, the anger and sadness noticalibly in my voice, making me feel sorry for myself.

That night I can't sleep. I stay up, crying, and regretting everything.

I never should have dated someone out of my league anyway. I never should have been so naiv, thinking it'll be fine. Because it really, really isn't. And I knew it would end up like this.

She texted me a couple of more times, trying to reach out to me but I decline every try of hers.
I don't want to talk to the girl that broke my heart. I want it all to be okay so bad. I just want to kiss her. But I'm disappointed and disgusted in her.

YOUR P.O.V:

"Why didn't you tell me that before?", I shout at Zoe, when we are back at Joe's that evening.

"I'm sorry! I didn't even think about what you guys would think. Especially that didn't even cross my mind."

"Fuck. I have to tell Dan. And Joe."