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Chapter Eighty-Seven

"Oh no."

"Why do you always think it's something bad?", he replies to my worries.

"Not that I think it's anything 'bad', maybe just something major."

Sigh: "You know I wouldn't do anything you wouldn't want, we talked about that topic a bazillion times. Plus I wouldn't pop the question in my crappy bedroom.
But this is quiet 'major' to be honest."

"Spill the tea, Howell."

"Ok firstly, no. Secondly don't call me Howell, that strangely turns me on.", he laughs, "I just want to ask if you'd want to make my crappy bedroom our crappy bedroom and move in with Phil and I? I talked to Phil and he'd love to have you here all the time."

It doesn't take me long to wrap my head around my answer: "Yes of course. A Lester/Howell/Y/L/N household!"

"Yay!", he exclaims, smiling widely.

To be honest, it is the only logical thing. I spend my days at theirs pretty much all the time anyway and an apartment in London is quite expensive as it is.

"But there's one rule, you CAN NOT put any stickers on the furniture. Begging you. ", I laugh.

"I'll think about it, silly."

***

The next couple of days, the boys and I move some of my stuff to their place and organize to sell the stuff I don't need anymore.

I don't take much with me since the most important things were already there.

Also in those days, Richard connects me to the companies management which told me exiting details about the line I will start working on after new years, hoping to release it in the following summer.

I am glad to be at their place and sleep in Dan's bed since it smells like him.
I am glad to be at their place because I can watch him film his videos which is something I love to do since he always stumbles and blushes when I watch him.
And I am glad to be at their place because I will always wake up to kisses or sometimes because of the noise of the camera when he takes pictures of me sleeping, which he still does.

I've been living at their house for a week now and I gave away the keys to my old house yesterday.

The days spent here consist of me working on my line, thinking about the theme and colours.

It is still a long process but at least now I have an idea in mind:

"Positive"

A line, fully focused around body positivity and a huge range of different sizes, fits and colours.

Perfect
Outstanding
Sexy
Individual
True
Ideal
Valued
Echo

Echo?, you might wonder.

Well, just imagine this: screaming into an empty, hallow, cold forest.
What stays in the forest? Your echo.

Now think of the echo as your insecurities. You scream them to yourself, keeping them inside of your empty, hallow, cold self.

This line is about embracing 'flaws', as society might tell you.

They aren't flaws, they are what makes you, you.

They are what make you perfect, outstanding, sexy, individual, true, ideal, valued and echoed, what make you positive.