I woke up with a heavy feeling. I don't want to go to school. I just want to stay on my bed and look at the window. I can't feel myself right now.
I heard a knock coming from the door. I groaned and covered myself with my blanket.
"Kirby? Are you okay?" Mom asked. I don't want to answer her. I might burst into tears again. "Manu's here." She said. My heart started beating fast. Ugh, what is he doing here? "Should I let him in?" Mom asked.
I didn't answer. I don't know if I want to talk to him.
Without saying a word, mom left.
I quickly stood up and locked the door. I ran towards the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
"I look terrible." I murmured.
I touched my eyebags. Geez, my eyes are swollen. I can't face Manu like this. I need to—
Wait, you hate him, right?
Goodness, I almost forgot. I hate this. I hate me.
I rolled my eyes and washed my face. After a minute, I heard a knock.
I hurriedly ran towards my door and leaned. I heard voices coming from outside. It was from mom and Manu.
I couldn't hear what they're saying so I leaned harder on the door. What are they talking about—
And then the door opened.
"Oh my god!" I shouted.
"Kirby!" Manu held me tight.
Okay, so I ended up hugging him because the door opened. Great, just great.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
I nodded and looked away. I'm such a fool!
I was about to go back to my room, but Manu's hand stopped me.
"Please, let's talk." He said.
I kept quiet. Manu caressed my face and leveled his face to me. Now I don't have a choice, but to look at him.
"I'm sorry." He said.
I looked away. Ugh, I want to say something, but I can't. Words aren't coming out of my mouth. What is happening to me? Why can't I just rant in front of him? I know I'm angry, but I don't know why a part of me wants to shut up and listen to his explanation? The latter's a good thing to do.
"Let's go inside." I said and opened my door.
I sat on my bed and Manu did the same. We were facing the wall. I looked at the window and waited for him to speak.
"Lara and I weren't on a date. She had her birthday celebration, but I didn't come because I was busy. So to make it up to her, I treated her for dinner. It was nothing special, trust me. She's just my friend. I wanted to tell you that, but I want us to talk privately. I don't want other people to have something to say. In short, I don't want to make a scene. I wanted to run after you, but Colton did first." He said.
I gulped. Okay, I was overreacting.
"Kirby, why were you with Colton?" Manu asked. His voice was calm and a bit disappointed.
I know, Manu. I know.
"W-we were just having dinner. He offered to treat me because he saw me at the cemetery." I said.
"And he brought you to that restaurant?" He asked.
I was taken aback. I looked at Manu.
"Yes, why?" I asked.
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Inconceivable Us (Manu Rios Fan Fiction) (REVISING)
FanficA fan fiction for my love, Manu Rios. • Story cover by: Adrielle Dollizon