Mixed Girl Problems

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I stood in the dollar store impatiently waiting in line with 2 pregnancy test in my hand. People were walking past giving me dirty looks but I didn't give a shit I just wanted o get this test done and over with.

Once I finally got out the store I began to walk home, I've never walked so fast in my life.

I sat in my bedroom frantically reading the directions which made no sense to me. I had to pee on the stick and then let it sit on the bathroom sink for 2 minutes without moving it.

I quickly took the test and impatiently waited for the results. My heart beated out my chest. I walked back and forth with every possible outcome going through my head.

I'm so young, only 18 I haven't got the chance to live my life the way I wanted to. I want to party in college, explore the world, and do whatever the hell I please without worrying about a child hanging to my hip. I'm in my senior year of high school, I plan to go to college next year and live in a dorm. I want to have crazy nights where I roam New York City and dance until my feet hurt. I want nights where i get to take a mugshot for walking around under the infulence. I want the nights that I wont remember. The nights that I would reminisce about when I'm 35 and too busy tending to my kids and my husband. I'm not ready for a child.

I know that this might be what DeAndre wants and I don't want to hurt him, but if this pregnancy test comes back positive I want him to know the truth.

I looked over at the test lazily laying on the bathroom sink. I then heard my mom knock on the bathroom door.

"One sec!" I yelled.

I then picked up the pregnancy test, it came back negative. I jumped up and down and then began to twerk. This is the best news I've heard... EVER!

I walked out of the bathroom smiling, my mom made a confused face at me and then I quickly stuck the pregnancy test up my sleeve.

I sat in my room and looked over at my phone. I texted Persuasion telling her to come over so we could celebrate. She's the only one I told about taking the pregnancy test, she doesn't want me pregnant just as much as I don't.

10 minutes passed and she knocked at my door with a bottle of Hennessy.

" I stole this from my mom's alcohol cabinent!" She said as smiling.

"Yummy!" I replied.

We both walked up into my room as Monroe stared at us with a shocked face.

"I want some! Or i'll tell mommy!" Monroe yelled from her room.

I gave Monroe a cup of Hennessy and then went to my bedroom.

My mom then popped in my room and I quickly hid the bottle of Hennessy under my pillow.

"Are you staying home tonight?" She asked as raising an eyebrow.

"I don't know." I replied as shrugging.

"You're always at DeAndres it's like you live there and if you're living there tell me so I can give this room to someone who actually will sleep in it."

"I'm not living there mom"

"Like I said."

She then walked out and I rolled my eyes.

"Lets go out tonight!" Persuasion said as clapping.

"Where you wanna go?" I asked.

"I'm going to text Seth." She replied.

"Ughhh not his bitch ass. All he does and bitch and moan."

"And he's the only bitch I know with a car sooo"

"Fine, text him"

A couple hours later we were at Seth's house smoking and playing with his puppy.

"I gotta go to the gym soon" Seth said interrupting my happiness.

"Oh fr? You're just gonna leave us for the gym?" I asked angrily.

"Yeah yall gonna have to catch the bus home." Seth replied.

Persuasion rolled her eyes as crossing her arms.

"Yall can stay here until it comes." He said as walking out the door with his gym bag.

"This why I don't like his bitch ass, we should rob him." I said to Persausion as she laughed.

We played with his puppy for a little longer until I almost died of boredum.

"I've never been around here let's see what's in those shopping centers even though I'm broke as fuck." I said to Persuasion making her smile.

"This is why I love you" she replied.

We left his house and began to walk around looking for a place to make fun out of.

I then saw DeAndre's mom at a pizza place and I instantly began to duck.