Lams Drabbles II

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// Imagine person A of your OTP having extreme anxiety and trust issues //

•Alex is A

•im sorry this is gonna be angsty

•so Alex grew up in a horrible environment

•and every important figure in his childhood lied to him one way or another

•even when he got here in the US

•so it isn't until college when Alex meets the whole rev squad that Alex's trust issues spike

•and everyone jokingly asks

•"Oh, you don't trust me?"

•and Alex just goes silent

•Alex and John begin dating

•and quickly in John realizes Alex has trust issues

•so since he's at school to become a therapist

•he decides to make Alex his first "patient"

•without telling Alex

•so he's constantly having deep convos with Alex and etc

•one day Alex writes John a letter about how he feels

•and its heartbreaking

•John reads one of the lines

•"And now I lie awake... craving the harsh rejection to know you thought of me at all."

•John breaks down

•and pulls Alex into a tight hug

•and just whispers about how much he loves Alex

•it takes a decade

•with lots of therapy

•but ever so slowly

•Alex begins to gain his trust back