Kai's Promise

First Appointment

Kai

My heart falls to the ground and my eyes enlarge to the size of basketballs. I take my hands off of her and try to process what she just said. Two words with such a huge fucking impact.

"You told me you were on birth control!" i slightly shout at her, but it was more in a question tone. I even clarified it with her and she even said that she doesn't want to have a kid right now!

"I was! Kai please stop stressing me more than i already am about this" her eyes start to water up and i mentally hit myself. I'm a fucking asshole. Most guys would kill to hear this news and here i am yelling at her...

"I'm sorry" i pull her into my chest and she wraps her arms around me as she cries. "Please don't cry" i kiss her head and she calms down a bit. Good going Kai, make a pregnant girl cry and make her feel like it's her fault. She pulls out of the hug and looks at me with red tear filled eyes. "I'm asking this because i'm a fucking selfish asshole. Is it ... mine?" i ask. Once the words come out, I instantly regret asking that.

She hits and pushes my chest roughly, "Of course it's yours Kai! Why would you ask that?!" tears roll down her cheeks again and i take a deep breath. A baby. We're actually gonna have a baby... wow. I hug her and rub her back as I shush her. Her cries start to develop hiccups and I place a kiss on her forehead.

"Hey" I say softly and try to calm her. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to sound like I don't want this baby, because I do. We're gonna keep this baby, Dragonfly, and we're gonna successfully raise it" i continuously kiss her all over her face.

"How are we gonna do this?" she says between her hiccups and I just nuzzle my head into the crook of her neck. Because I don't know either. I don't wanna have a kid for many obvious reasons, but we're keeping this baby. I shift my weight then pull my head up.

"I'm gonna start going to school with you, but we can't tell anyone about this for safety precautions" I sternly say and she pushes off me then nods in agreement as she wipes her tears away though they continue to fall. "Dragonfly please don't stress about this, I'm here going through this with you" I cup her cheeks and her tears hit my palm.

She calms down and I passionately kiss her then put my hands on her waist. I don't want her alone. If I'm not alone then Austin, my mom or the guys better fucking be with her because if any gangs find out she's pregnant with my baby then she and my baby are fucking dead.

"Can I stay here with you?... I'm too scared to even sleep in my own bed alone without crying" she asks, trying to get rid of the hiccups and crying voice. She cried herself to sleep?

"Yea of course, I want you over here too. But can I ask how long you knew you were pregnant?" I softly ask and she closes her eyes then breathes in and out slowly. Shit I didn't mean to make her uncomfortable...

"Yesterday afternoon. My mom bought me like four of them" she tries to chuckle at the last sentence and I chuckle a bit to make her feel better. "So you want me to keep our baby?... Kai i can get rid of it if you really don't want it so it makes your life so much easier..." she says and her eyes slowly tear up.

"Yes I want our baby, I didn't even think for a second to get rid of my daughter or son. And yesterday afternoon? I called you around night, why the fuck would you go through a whole school day without telling me? I'm not mad at you, just I want to be there with you through it all... I don't wanna leave you for a second" I wrap my arm around her waist.

She smiles wide and her face softens up along with her red eyes slowly fading away. "Thank you" she holds onto my hand and I smile. Well, looks like we're gonna be parents, the best fucking parents that's for sure! Just the only thing that worries the hell out of me is that I know we won't have peace. Once gangs find out, they're gonna look for her. "My appointments tomorrow, you wanna come with me? I mean I would feel better if you c-"