Why Can't It Be?

Chapter 27 - The Magic Words

Jan lowered me down on top of the bed without breaking the kiss.

I could feel his urgency in the way his lips moved. It wasn't slow, it conveyed a message. His kisses showed me he wanted...more.

"Boo..." I called Jan but he did not stop.

His kisses went down to my chin, down to my neck and I just closed my eyes allowing him.

"Eto na yata talaga. May mangyayari na sa amin." it was my initial thought as I savored Jan's mouth and tongue against my skin.

Bumilis yung heartbeat ko. The anticipation was unnerving. Suddenly, I lost all my will to think it through. I knew I wanted it too but I did not realize it could happen real soon, like now soon.

Pinuntahan ko lang naman siya dito dahil sa post ni Penelope. I wanted to know what's going on. I wanted that girl to know not to mess with what is mine.

Fair enough, I got my answers and now I am under Jan on top of his bed with thousands of thoughts and sensations consuming me.

"Baka biglang pumasok si Kuya." I said in a soft whisper. Nasa leeg ko na uli siya at pababa na siya ng pababa.

Doon lang siya natigilan "Damn." he said under his breath. His lips rested on the crook of my neck. I found it ticklish as Jan breathes.

Lumayo siya ng kaunti sa akin and made me sit too. Nakaluwa ang damit ko. Part of my bra is already out. I covered my exposed chest with my arms. I have never been this intimate with anyone.

My eyes turned to Jan , he was looking at me closely.

There was a hint of amusement in his eyes
"Are you shy Baby?" umupo siya at biglang pinakandong ako sa kanya.

Inayos ko rin ang gulo gulo kong buhok
"Of course I'm shy. Hinuhubaran mo kaya ako." I said softly. He chuckled. Siguro namumula ako kaya napatanong siya.

Binaon niya ang mukha niya sa leeg ko at tumatawa pa din ng mahina.
"Nakakagigil ka na kasi." kinagat pa niya yung balikat ko.

Hindi naman masakit, hinalikan din niya yun pagkatapos. "You traveled the other side of the world just to surprise me, sinong boyfriend ang makakapagpigil?" he asked while biting his lower lip.

"Hindi naman yan ang pinunta ko dito eh." I said. I was about to stand up when he pulled be back to his lap. Nakayuko lang ako not wanting to look at him. Ewan ko ba bigla ako nahiya.

Maybe  because it's the first time for me to be this intimate around him. Sa isang buwan at kalahati na mag boyfriend girlfriend kame ni Jan, hanggang french kiss pa lang ang ginagawa namin. Earlier was a total upgrade. We were already making out at kung di ko siya pinigialan baka naka homerun na rin kame.

"Sorry." I heard him say. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin ng may lungkot ang mata. I did not understand why he apologized at first.

Nang tinignan ko ulit siya, Jan could not meet me in the eyes anymore but he asked me
"Did I make you uncomfortable?"

"Huh?" nabigla ako sa tanong niya.

"Yung kanina? Yung tinatanggal ko yung damit mo...shit." he closed his eyes as he cussed.
"I'm really sorry Camilla." pinaharap ako ni Jan to face him.