Team Ten Imagines

Nathan Speiser- Is It Gonna Be Me and You?

"Please Y/N." He called, my hand hovered above the handle and my body froze. "Please, I'm sorry. I love you. I don't want to lose you." His voice cracked and the pain within was evident. "Can we talk in the morning? I'm tired." I replied not turning around. "Okay." He replied sadly. "Sleep well, I love you." He said. I felt a little piece of my heart break inside. A tear rolled down my cheek. "Night Nathan." I walked out and ran into my room. I blasted music through my headphones and sobbed my heart out. I had a hot bath and washed my hair. I dried it and straightened it, before curling up around midnight in bed.

I had a restless sleep and I ended up getting out of my bed at 4.38 am. I threw a Jake Paul merch jumper and some fluffy socks. I pulled down my pyjama shorts and tiptoed to Nathan's room. I couldn't hear his snores, so I presumed he was awake. I pushed the door open and he was crying. I closed it and tiptoed over. He turned around. "Hey." He said quickly wiping his eyes. "I don't want to talk." I said crawling under the duvet, I rested my head on his shoulder and he held me tightly.

We both got ready and sat down to talk. "Last night we fucked up, I shouldn't have come in here." I mumbled. He looked at me. "I don't regret it, because I love you." He said. He kept telling me he loved me through the whole conversation- making the decision so much harder. "Nathan as magical as our love is and despite the fact I'm fucking head over heels for you- you know as much as I do this isn't working out." I said sadly. Tears filled his eyes. "Hey come on please don't get upset." I said feeling my own eyes fill up. "Is it gonna me and you? Or is it over- just tell me straight." He mumbled. "I'm sorry." I said as a few tears ran down my cheeks, he burst out- running down the stairs. I tried to catch up with him, but he was long gone. I sat on the bottom of the stairs and sobbed. Anthony and Jake came over. "Did you end if?" Jake asked, I nodded my head as I continued to cry my eyes out. "I just love him so much." I blubbered, Jake sat down and held me tightly. "It's gonna be okay Y/N." He whispered kissing the top of my head.