Team Ten Imagines

Anthony Trujillo- Beautiful Inside and Out

I woke up and just knew that today was gonna be a bad day. Tony was still fast asleep, so I slipped out and had a shower. It was nearly 9, I got ready and headed downstairs. Jake was vlogging and wanted my help with a wake up prank on Chance & Anthony as well as Emilio & Ivan. Nathan was filming us- we did the 'army major' shouting to start of with. "GET UP YOU LAZY BAGS OF SHIT." Jake screamed. Anthony half opened an eye. Jake looked at me and I let out an ear piercing scream- rip headphone users...

Anthony was finally awake. "That wasn't a good wake up call." He said pouting. I grabbed his cheeks with one hand. "Don't be lazy then." I teased. He swatted me away, before kissing me. "Morning babygirl." He said pushing my hair out of my face. "GOALSSSS." Jake shouted turning the camera onto us. I giggled a little.

I went into my room and sat on my bed. I realised soon, that I hadn't taken my meds. I opened the drawer and laid them all out. I cracked a new bottle of water open and took them all. I closed and locked the drawer. I was wearing a pair of high waisted jeans and a cropped jumper, but I felt so super self conscious. I'm not skinny, I'm fairly curvy, so I can't wear little two pieces like Erika does. It sucks sometimes, but it's a side effect for the catalogue of drugs I take to be sane. Anthony came in. "Hey beautiful why are you up here?" He asked standing in the doorway. He knows (I've been with him for 3 and half years), that sometimes I'm grumpy/sad/over excited- bipolar sucks. I laid on the bed curled up in a ball. "You wanna talk?" He asked. I looked over my shoulder to him and he closed the door- he knew the signs. I changed into some really baggy sweatpants and one of Tony's hoodies. I took all of my makeup off and slid under my duvet. I put on Netflix and laid in silence as tears raced down my face.

Anthony came in about 2 hours later, he closed the door and walked over. I moved my feet and he perched on the end of my bed. "Have you taken your meds?" He asked sweetly. "Yes." I muttered. He stroked my face- an instant weakness of mine. I crawled into his arms and he held me tightly. "You are beautiful inside and out Y/N." he whispered. "And I promise I'll never stop loving you." He said squeezing my hand.