Team Ten Imagines

Anthony Trujillo- With You

It's been a month since Anthony passed away. It was the worst way to die. And it's all my fault.

He was driving to my place, when a drunk driver drove into him- it was a head on collision.

He was flown to the hospital. They tried everything.

But, my baby was already with the angels.

I can remember the phone call from his Mum, I instantly rang Jake and Chance who met me at the hospital. We said our goodbyes and it was actually horrific.

It was worst telling myself he wasn't gonna be back.

My eyes were sore and red from the constant flow of tears.

His funeral was beautiful. His send off. Fans were so respectful, that I took time to speak to each one of them.

I miss him more everyday.

Anthony lit up a room, when he walked in.

His cheeky smile and gorgeous eyes made any girl weak at the knees.

He was the most caring, kind, generous, loving guy I've ever met.

He had his moments- like anyone does. But even when he was moody, tired or stroppy he was still hot.

We were together for 2 years- those 24 months changed and shaped my life forever.

Anthony's memory lives through me and the rest of Team 10.

But, I'm becoming more and more depressed.

It's like he took a huge chunk of me with him.

Like there's a bit missing from me.

I wake up and his side of the bed is stone cold.

His clothes are getting dusty.

His laptop is untouched.

His phone is untouched.

He is gone.

And somehow I'm gonna have to live with it.