Team Ten Imagines

Kade Speiser- Not Me

I woke up, Kade was already up. I stretched across the bed and got up. I put my robe on and headed into the bathroom. He was brushing his teeth. He stretched his arm out and I stood next to him. I rested my head on his chest. He finished and kissed me. "Hey." I smiled. "Hey beautiful." He said kissing me again. "Where are you going?" I asked. "I'll be a couple hours maximum. I'm only filming with Jake. K?" He said. I nodded. "See you later." I said. "I love you." He shouted. "I love you too." I shouted back.

I got ready, I did my hair in two Dutch braids and did glam makeup, so I could film a main channel video. I put on one of Jake's personalised cropped merch shirts he'd made for me and some leggings. I filmed a November favourites, it took me about 3 hours. Kade still wasn't back.

I have severe trust issues. I was with a guy called Josh for 6 years, I'm now 23. He completely fucked me over after what I thought was true love. He was always cheating on me, but I always went back to him.

I text Kade. 'Where is ya? 😘' He replied. 'Coming.' I felt so bad putting him through this. I sat down and started editing.

He came in a further 2 hours later. "Kade where were you?" I asked slightly worried/angry/upset. "Fucking hell I was only gone for the day. I'm back jeez." He said sitting on the bed. I teared up. "Hey you know I didn't mean it like that." He said grabbing my hand. He pulled me onto his lap. "I'm not him baby. I would never hurt you." He said wiping a tear off my cheek. "I love you okay?" He said. I nodded. "I love you too babe." I whispered.