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Kade Speiser- Somebody Else (TRIGGER WARNING)

*TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE BE AWARE**

Kade has found somebody else...There's no denying it- I can't pretend anymore, I can't hide away from it- she's gonna be in L.A in less than 24 hours. Her name is Mackenzie. And she's fucking beautiful.

Kade and I broke up a year ago; it was his decision and that's no secret. He got so, so, so much hate and his views majorly dropped. Until, he met Mackenzie and his views have shot through the roof, because his fans adore her- they bloody love her and I mean who wouldn't?

I don't know what I'm going to do now, because this means me and him are 100% over. There's no going back and there's no replays.

Him and Mackenzie are very serious now and he regularly flys between her place and L.A. They are very close that's also clear to see.

Nathan told me yesterday- that he wants to marry her and that he wants to propose.

So, tonight I'll lock myself in the bathroom.

And replapse.

I'll drag the razor across my bare wrists and let the blood trickle down.

I'll sob and hate myself for letting him go.

Then when I'm done, I'll wipe away the blood, pull my sleeve down, slap a smile on my face, fix my makeup and head out to live life.

Because, I am breaking inside.

A/N: I know this is a bit different, but I thought I'd give it a go. I have been through this and I known exactly what loneliness feels like. I urge anyone feeling this way to get help. If I can recover, you can too. I love you all lots, stay tuned x