Could This Be Love?

Chapter 62

CTBL - For Her

Shin's POV

"Kamsahamnida!" the lady smiled at me as she gave me the bouquet of red roses, while she slightly bowed at me.

I bowed, as well, before taking the flowers.

Pagkalabas ko sa flower shop, pumasok na ako sa loob ng aking sasakyan. Pinatong ko naman ang bouquet sa front seat atsaka nagpaharurot na papunta sa shooting.

Some of the staffs greeted and smiled at me. They're used to seeing me visiting her.

"Excuse me.. Where is she?" I asked one of the staffs here.

Ngumiti naman ito sa akin atsaka sinabing nasa dressing room lang daw nagpapahinga. I thanked him before walking to Suzy's dressing room. I was all smiles while walking to her room, because who wouldn't be happy celebrating their one year anniversary, right? The past few days were tough for us.. Especially me being a member of Black Kings, while her with her shooting. Madalang na lamang kami magkita and we hardly even communicate with each other. Kaya nakiusap ako sa manager namin na I'll take a rest for today about our practice para makasama ngayon si Suzy. I already planned our day today, actually. Okay rin naman sa akin kung wala siyang maireregalo, her presence and smile is enough for me.

Wala rin naman siyang idea na pumunta ako ngayon para nga i-celebrate ang one year anniversary namin. I was already at the front of the door when I suddenly felt something weird.. Like, something is pushing me to turn around and walk away.

Pinilig ko naman ang aking ulo. What is wrong with me? I took a deep breath before turning the knob, and I was a bit surprised to know that it's open. I smiled because I can't hide my excitement. As I opened the door, I feel like there were knives stabbed me at the heart. Unti-unti ring napawi ang ngiti ko dahil sa aking nakikita. She was sitting at someone's lap while they were intensely kissing each other. His hands were all over Suzy's body, and it seems she is likely enjoying it.

Napahinto sila sa kanilang ginagawa nang marinig ni Suzy ang pagbukas ko sa pintuan. Her eyes widened as she looked at me. A cold and blank expression was the only thing she saw at my face. Napatingin siya sandali sa kaninang kahalikan niya atsaka sa akin bago umalis sa inuupuan niya at tumayo ng maayos.

"S-Shin.. W-What are you doing here?" Aniya ng hindi makatingin sa akin.

Mahigpit naman akong napahawak sa bouquet na dala-dala ko para sa kanya. "Shouldn't I be the one asking that?" malamig kong sinabi. "What are you doing with him?" At napatingin naman ako sa lalaking nakaupo kanina dahil tumayo ito at halatang gulat din dahil nandito ako.

"W-We were just p-practicing for our act l-later." nauutal niyang sinabi.

"Geurae? I didn't know variety shows have intense kissing scenes like that." malamig kong sinabi bago tumalikod sa kanya at nagsimulang maglakad palayo.

Padarag kong binagsak ang pinto pagkapasok sa kwarto ko. Anger boiled inside me. Lumapit ako sa side table ng aking kama kung saan nakalagay ang picture naming dalawa. Kinuha ko ito atsaka binato, releasing all my anger to that photo until I heard it smashed into pieces. Tears fell from my cheeks as I released my anger at all the things inside my room. Halos ang iba kong gamit ay wasak o kaya nabasag dahil sa aking galit. I heard some of our maids knocking and asking me, I didn't mind them.

Napaupo na lamang ako sa sahig at napasandal sa pader. I was breathing heavily because of what I've done. Everything inside my room is a messed, wrecked and broken, but nothing can compare to my heart that has been broken into a million pieces because of what she done to me.