Another Day (Prinxiety)

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Trigger Warning - Panic Attack, Gay shit, Hate, Self Harm.

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Just another day. Another normal day. Around noon, Virgil, Anxiety, and Roman, Creativity, were fighting. Again, just a normal day. It started out as a simple disagreement, specifically about Disney.

"WELL IF YOU WEREN'T SO DEPRESSING ALL OF THE TIME PEOPLE WOULD ACTUALLY LIKE YOU," Roman yelled, "STOP BEING SO HAPPY SO I DON'T HAVE TO BE DEPRESSING! YOU CAN BE A LITTLE SAD ONCE IN A WHILE, PRINCEY," Virgil spat.

This argument has been going on for the past hour. Things have been said that aren't really meant.

Then this happened.

"I DON'T HAVE TO BE DEPRESSING! I AM LOVED! UNLIKE YOU, PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE ME! If only you knew how people actually look at you. If only you knew how I actually feel." Roman said, pushing Virgil with his index finger. Virgil was crying by now. But he still kept an angery face despite him hurting.

"Tell me then. Tell me how you really feel. TELL ME ROMAN!"

"You really wanna know how I feel about you? I HATE YOU, ANXIETY! ALL YOU DO IS HURT THOMAS! YOU DO NOTHING TO HELP! YOU'RE A DISORDER! A MONSTER! YOU'RE A MENTAL ILLNESS! NOBODY HERE LIKES YOU! NOBODY HERE LOVES YOU! NOT EVEN PATTON, AND PATTON LOVES EVERYBODY! HE'S MORALITY FOR GOODNESS SAKE!We would all be better off without you," He finished.

Virgil was looking at him, horrified.

"ROMAN!" Patton screamed, clearly mad. Even Logan was surprised, and he's Logic!

"I-It's fine, d-dad. he's right." Virgil responded, letting every word said sink in. He looked at Roman one last time and smiled. His hands were shaking, along with his body, tears streaming down his face, his breathing uneven. Yet, he held that smile. "It's funny because," He started,

"I love you," He whispered.

But, Roman and the other two still heard. Then, he ran to his room.

Roman was surprised and also feeling guilty. Very guilty. "What did you do? WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT!" Patton screamed, running to his room. Logan just gave a simple, disappointed head shake before he ran off to comfort Patton.

Disorder

Monster

Mental Illness

What was he thinking?! That's the thing though. He wasn't. He was just going on and on and on. He didn't know what had came over him. But it won. He decided to go check on Virgil, make sure he's okay.

When he reached Virgil's room, he stood at the black, wooden door. He knocked softly. No answer. He knocked a little louder. No answer. He began to bang on the door. "Virgil?" Again, no. answer. He tried to open the door, but it was locked.

So, he used force. He began to smash into the door with his shoulder. Once he finally got the lock to break and the hinges to do the same, what he saw was horrifying.

What he saw was Virgil, shaking in the middle of his dark room, a pool of blood surrounding him. Panic attack was the first thing Roman thought. He saw a stained razor blade beside Virgil.

The anxious side was hyperventilating, shaking, and sobbing. Roman quickly ran to his side and tried to comfort him. But, when he got close Virgil would flinch away, curling in on himself.

"PATTON!" Roman yelled. Patton was like the Dad of the group. He was the oldest. Said side came rushing into the door. Once he saw the scene, he rushed over to Virgil, trying to comfort him.

Virgil struggled to get out of Patton's grip. He was seriously panicking. "no....No...NO!" He yelled. Roman ran to the bathroom and rushed to gather everything he needs to clean up Virgil.

When he got back, Patton was rocking the smaller side back and forth in his arms. Logan was standing out in the hall, pacing. He looked at Patton, he gave him the kind of look that said 'I don't know how to do this'

So they switched, Roman was holding Virgil, and Patton was cleaning him up. After the bubbly side was done, he left to explain everything to Logan. Roman was still holding Virgil.

"You were right." Virgil suddenly said. "Excuse me?" "You were right, about everything."

"No! No, Virgil I was wrong! You help Thomas!" Roman said, trying to convince the younger trait. "How?" Virgil scoffed. "You help him stay alert! You keep him alive! You make him happy!"

"You make me happy!" Roman said, confessing. "Virgil I-I love you! I love you more then you think!" Said trait had wide eyes, searching for any sign of a lie on Roman's face. He found nothing but honesty.

Virgil smiled, he smiled for the first time in forever! The fanciful side heart skipped a couple beats.

They were inches apart, Roman's eyes flicked down to the anxious sides lips. Virgil gave a slight nod giving Roman permission to close the gap between them.



















So he did.

What do ya think?

No?

Ok.

It's my first OneShot! Give me a break! Geez. Anyways! I know, it's trash but it's all you get (you greedy bastards).

Well, I hope you like it. Bye..

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