Heartless Husband

Marry

Days was like a sand thrown by the strong winds. Pero kahit na ganoon ay naging maayos ang takbo nito, parang natural na pamumuhay lamang. That is like, we did not hide anything or what. Samantalang ang gusto lang naman namin ay hindi sila mabibigla.

We are still on process.

We gave hints, i hope they will get it. We'll wait for them to ask us first and then we are going to tell them what's between us, end of discussion. Sana ay ganoon lang iyon kadali.

"Hindi naman mali ang ginawa niyo." Kunot-nuong turan ni Elle habang naglalakad. We are heading to my office, hanga na ako sa pagiging stick to one niya. She's still my secretary. I feel glad.

"Siguro sayo- sa atin, hindi. Because you were on my side. Sa tingin natin tama, but other people have their own perspective in all things. Kung minsan sa tingin natin ay ginawa na natin ang tama, pero pagdating sa kanila.. mali pala iyon."

"Ganon na nga. We cannot change how their mind works. Basta hindi naging maganda ang impact at dating sa kanila, that is wrong." Napabuga ako ng marahas na hangin.

"Kung ano man ang mas ipina-pagpasalamat ko ay ang pagiging maunawain ng magulang ko, they never questioned nor judge me in everything i did whenever i have to decide." I said while pulling off the door.

Elle immediately jumped out to the sofa and gave her fully weight on it. Hinayaan ko siya sa kung ano ang gusto niyang gawin. This day is so tiring, and you won't believe that it is about to end.

"Yeah, i wonder why you look so bothered, when your parents always give their fully support to you."

"This was just an abrupt feeling, i don't know." Naguguluhan kong sagot.

"You know. You are stress kaya ka nag-ooverthink, i can't put 'just' because stress ain't joke. Huwag mong pangunahan ang mga bagay-bagay. Kaya siguro minsan nagkakatotoo, kasi we keep on thinking and focusing on its negative part." Napangiwi ako.

"Hindi naman sa ganoon, pero hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit ko naisip ang bagay na iyon. It feels like i'm carrying the biggest question mark on my shoulder."

Elle rolled her eyes.

"Kasi nga stress ka kaya hindi na angkop ang mga pumapasok diyan sa brainy mo. Shoo it away like a chicken, teh!"

"You should shoo away your gay language too, parang hindi ka babae! Baka mamaya mapagkamalan ka talagang bakla, naku!" Tumaas ang isang kilay niya. She then put her right hand under her chin.

"Ako?" Pointed out herself.

"Mapapagkamalang bakla? Sa ganda kong to? Mapapagkamalang bakla? Aba! Baka mata nila ang may sira hindi itong pagmumukha ko!" Pinigilan ko ang pag-angat ng mga labi.

"Joke ba yan? Try harder, ang korny eh."

"Omayghad! And since when you became like this to me?!"

"Just now."

"Whatever, you are still stress!" Hindi ko napigilang matawa. Our relationship as a friends were this amazing, i'm this fortunate for the people and things i have. Elle is the person that brings light in the dark atmosphere. She can be a moon and star to fight the darkness that will envelop you. I sometimes think who gives her light on her tenebrous days, i will feel thankful whoever is that for lifting up the spirit of my friend.

The teasing is still on-going. Natigil lamang kami nang biglang bumukas ang pintuan at tumambad sa amin si Rodleigh wearing his usual aura, if we are not together iisipin kong hindi niya talaga ako mamahalin kailanman.

Nang tumingin siya sa gawi ko ay agad na umangat ang gilid ng labi niya. Since the day i left, i did not imagine him smiling like this just by seeing me. All the impossible became possible.