Maybe
Written by Jen
Maybe I was never made for your arguments,
Or sizzling opinions and decrying look.
Maybe I was never made for your bristled rumbles,
Or all-of-a-sudden rainfall.
Maybe I was never made for your demons to deal with,
And cascading accusations with sully basis.
Maybe I was never meant to understand what you never said,
Or signals you never flick.
Maybe I was never made for your troubles and sad stories,
Hand wrought bad dreams and your figured beckoning.
Or even to your unwelcoming doors,
And ugly reality you never let me in.
Maybe they don't belong to me at all.
Maybe my heart is way too crowded
By my own sadness
And peeved turbulence.
Maybe I hated the monster,
I had in my head.
But maybe I couldn't even shoo her away from me.
I have my own magnitude of unpredictable upheavals.
And I couldn't even pick up the shards of my twisted past,
Convened by my mistakes I never admitted before.
Maybe this is what makes me blue and lonely and a wallflower.
And this is what it is.
Maybe I was never made for your ups and downs.
Maybe I was never made for you at all
Because I was never even made for myself.
Im sorry but broken people can't fix other broken people.
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