Saved by Colby Brock

I can't

  hey what's up you guys today is a little umm different. I was working on a new chapter that I was so excited about but it got deleted. I won't have another one for a while... I really need a break to try and get my life together. I've just been feeling so lost lately and it's like when I'm not watching my favorite youtubers, or writing I just feel like nothing matters basically. I reallywanna continue writing but everytime I try to think it just makes everything so much worse. Ontop of all this I'm having family issues and just so much is going on rn. Me and my boyfriend just broke up not even 5 minutes ago. It hurts. Alot... But it's better for the both us. It gives more time and stuff to focus on me and who I am as a person. I also need to change...like alot. I know that me feeling the way I am rn isn't gonna last forever. Because things do get better. Please if your going through something I just want you to know it get's better. I love you and i care about you, all of you. And whether you know it or not,someone else out there loves and cares for you too. I'm sorry I said all that sappy shit lmao but it's all tru. Like I said I love you all. peaceeeeeeeeeeee.