I Can't Let You Go

Away

Emilia travelled to LA the next day. She was sleeping a lot on the plane. She had the best memories with Kitten. The best night before she had to leave. She already knew March will be a hard month for both of them but Kit made her sure... no matter what is gonna happen nothing can change everything.

EARLIER THAT MORNING

"So... when I can see you?" He hugged her from behind. She was ready to leave. All her suitcases were ready. "It looks like you moving there."
"Press and the Oscars. I need many clothes." Em smiled and put her hands to his, then leaned to his chest. "I'll be back on 5 March." She sighed.
"What? I thought you... only stay until the weekend." Kit clearly surprised.
"I do. I come home with a plane right after the weekend." Em frowned and turned to him. "What's wrong?"
"GoT press." He answered quietly but Emilia did not understand what he meant. "I have to go to New York for GoT press. Latest on the 2 March. I'll have talk show appearances, interviews, photoshoots. I..." he sighed and his mind was racing.
"Well." Em placed her arms around his neck "It is not necessary for me to... come back right here. I mean... I only have to be here. Home... in London on the 10 March. Or 15." She tried to smile.
Kit kissed her lips gently but he still remained a bit sad and he looked worried.
"Kit?" Em tried to find out what is his problem.
"I am afraid... " he started "New York is... not the best place for us to... meet or spend time together."
"Then maybe I stay in LA and you just ... jump there for the weekend." She answered.
"Rose is in New York." Kit looked into her eyes.
"I know." Em nodded. "I get it. But..." she stroke his face "but I don't care. You told me ... so... we are going to play her game but her rules were not too clear. You made some needed appearance with her then left for the weekend. And she cannot say a bad word." Em shuddered her shoulders.
"As I see you have something in your mind. What you do not tell me?" Kit wondered.
"I have. David and Dan. I won't let her ruin or rule you. I decide it." She answered. "But of course I... need you in this too"
"I am with you. In everything." Kit pulled her close.
"That will suck." Em stated.
"No one said ever the road to happiness is easy." Kit gently caressed her cheek with his finger and smiled a bit. Em smiled back at him and their foreheads met.
"I love you Kitten."
"Not as much as I do Clarke." He gave a kiss to her forehead. "Just... call me or write to me when you can, okay?"

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"Damn!" Emilia jumped up from the chair and stared herself in the mirror. "Jenny you are a genius. I swear."
"Do you like it?" Her hairdresser Jenny asked her and smiled. She was satisfied. Emilia was a brunette baby again and it looked perfect on her.
"Like? I love it baby." She hugged her. "Thank you so much. I swear you are the best." Emilia cannot stop touching and looking at her hair.
"I would appreciate if you don't ruin it before the gala." Jenny laughed at her. "Sit back now it is Katie's turn."

Em was ready for the Oscars for a couple of hours later. She checked her dress, her makeup, her hair.
"You seriously made me another girl these times." She shook her head.
"Baby you look perfect even if your hair is a mess and I hate you because of it." Jenny stated and Katie just nodded. They laughed a lot all day long. Em was checking her phone quite densely meanwhile they getting ready.
"So. Who is he?" Katie asked her finally.
"Who?"
"Not Charlie of course. We saw the news. But babe you are shining." Katie laughed.
"Someone pleased your needs frequently it seems" Jenny added and they giggled.
"Gurls!" Emilia tried to stop them.
"What? There is nothing more beautiful than a ... satisfied woman. In every meaning." Jenny giggled.
"Okay that is a big truth"
"I ... let's just say I am treated well in the past few weeks. Or... months." Em lowered her head and blushed.
"By whom?" Katie did not give up
"It is... a secret by now okay. After it... getting serious I will tell." Em answered.
"Must be someone famous." Jenny started to think.
"Or married. Have children? This is why you wanna keeping it in secret?" Katie continued.
"Oh my God. No! Girls." Em giggled and rolled her eyes.