I Can't Let You Go

Worries

"So you'll arrive tomorrow?" Emilia asked him on the phone.
"If everything goes well." Kit answered. He was in a very good mood. The premier well done, everyone loved the movie, and soon he'll be again with Emilia. That is the only thing he wanted.
"Did ... David or Dan call you already?"
"Em don't worry. Everything will be fine. Okay? I go there, do the necessary appearance at the talk show and with her... and I'll fly to LA at the weekend. It doesn't matter what they want."
"You know it is not that easy." Emilia sighed.
"Clarke. What is this pessimism?" 
"It is not pessimism, I just... you were not there. With them. They had their plans, and Rose prevented us. I mean... they agreed to promote your unbelievably happy love and... "
"Emilia?" Kit tried to stop her. "Just relax."
"You act weird." Em frowned. "What is going on?"
"Nothing. I just... don't wanna worry about everything. We can solve this. We agreed to not freak out and I try to do it in this way."
"KIT!" someone shouted his name from the back. He turned to the direction and ask some more time. 
"Who was that?" Em asked him.
"Just Susan. We're having a goodbye party before we leave."
"Just take care of yourself. Okay?" Em sighed. 
"I love you Clarke." Kit told her and after some more seconds, they put down the phone. Kit went out to the others, and Susan handed him a joint. 
"I thought you never put that down" she laughed while Kit takes the joint from her hand and puffed it. He did not want to tell Emilia. He knew she condemns those things, but he needed to forget all the mess around him, and with those joints, it was easier. Especially now, when he has to spend the following days with Rose. He was afraid but he wanted to look confident and he did not want to let Em down. He did that many times, and he vowed he would never do this again. He knew what he can expect in New York. Dan, David... Rose. Everything. And also the promotion. The promotion for the season he hated the most. He thought at least they got their happy ending in the show but Dan and David had other plans. He puffed into the joint again meanwhile his mind was racing. 
"Drinks are here" a girl entered and placed two bottles of Whiskey to the desk. 
"Finally" He laughed and walked closer to pour a glass for himself.

"Fuck. Just pick up that damn phone already." Em went for shopping at the next day. She knew Kit probably already in NYC but he did not call her and that just made her worry. She tried to call him a few times.
"Emilia the cab is coming." Her assistant told her.
"Finally. What took that long?" She answered a bit annoyed.
"Are you okay?"
"No, I am not. Why they can't arrive on time when you order them?" She spread her arms.
"They'll be here in a minute."
"Great." Em started to scroll her phone and she found that she searched for. Kit and Rose. Spotted by fans. Together. So it started. But she still can't understand why he did not call her when he landed. "Fuck you Kit." She sighed.
"What?" Her assistant leaned closer.
"Nothing." She shook her head. "Where is that damn car?"

"No. I won't stay for the weekend." Kit told Rose and he was packing his stuff. "You've got what you wanted. We did a picture with fans. We do a pap walk today. You can come with me to the talk show. But as I said no I won't stay for the weekend." He was a bit annoyed. Since he arrived he did not have any time alone. Rose waited for him at the airport. Probably Mariana told her when he arrives. Since then she did not move away from him. He had a horrible headache meanwhile and a hangover. That was not a surprise. The last night was hard. Thank God it was a private party.

A NIGHT BEFORE - PARIS

"Kit." A woman went closer to him. He was drunk and he was over several joints. He felt good. He thought he deserves it. He worked a lot and he has to work a lot in NYC too. And Rose will be there. He decided to just turn off his mind. "I wanna introduce my daughter. Helen. She is a big fan of you." She smiled and almost pushed her daughter to his arms. He took a step back and gave her a gentle smile.

"Always glad when I can meet some fans. A drink?" He offered.
"Sure. Anytime." She was so confident and he had to admit she was beautiful. Brown hair, brown eyes, very beautiful breasts and with a pretty face. "So..." she turned to him "Where is your girlfriend?"
"My girlfriend?"
"Rose. She is your girlfriend or your fiance. But she is not here." She stepped closer.
"No. She is in NYC." Kit answered.
"So far away." She placed her hand to his chest. "And she let you be here ... alone." She was clearly flirting with him.
"Ahm." he took her hands and move away "Yeah she is." 
"What is wrong? No one has to know what happens here. It is a private party. We should just enjoy it. As long as it lasts."
"I agree. So let's have a drink." he tried to be polite with her. 
"I am sure you can offer something better for me. Everyone knows how you... love... to... enjoys the women company." she leaned closer to him.
"Your mother..." he raised his head and looked around.
"She did not mind it. She knew what I want from you. What do you think of why he introduces me? You can... make my dreams come true. Don't you want it?" She stepped closer again.
"I don't think it is your dream."
"I can show it to you." She leaned to his face and her lips almost touch his.