I Can't Let You Go

In public

"No, Michael I did not want this. I wanted to close it ... friendly way. I mean... He... knows about us. I don't need him to spread this all around." Emilia was walking up and down in her management office.
"Spread all around what? That he wanted to rape you?" Michael leaned back to his chair.
"I am so glad this is just an easy thing for you."
"I thought you are happy. In that way, he would never be around you... ever again."
"Yeah, but he..."
"Emilia, do you trust me?" he elbowed to the desk and stared her.
"I do." She answered after some hesitation. 
"I promised you, I try to ... keep you and him, Kit... away from the radar. As friends as lovers no matter what you are, but... let me do my job, without yelling with me all the time. Okay? When I wanted anything bad for you?"
"never." she sighed. "It is just... I ... don't trust him. That is all."
"Just... " Michael took a deep breath "Just... stay away from any public places. I mean together."
"We are not idiots."
"No. You are not." he stood up and walked to her "But...  "
"I can handle him" Em knew what he meant. Kit sometimes too sudden and... reckless. That was of course not true for the last time. but usually he is. That was true.

Em left his office, and while she was walking to home her phone rang. It was Dan. So he got her message... they knew they need help. They knew they have to tell to Dan and David what is going on. They need insider help, before any mess can happen. 

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"And what did he said?" Kit asked her in the morning. They did not have time to discuss this topic last day. Em was still doing the filming for Last Christmas, and Kit's play was still on. Their schedule still don't make things easier for them. When Kit arrived home late at night, Em was already sleeping. He had no idea she will be there in the morning or not. She used to got up early in the past few days. She was tired, but clearly she enjoyed this filming process. 
"I did not tell him... just... I told him I want to speak with them, as soon as I can." she gave the mug to Kit's hand.
"And?" Kit wanted answers. 
Emilia leaned to him and gave a kiss to his lips. 
"Can I drink my coffee before we go deep into that conversation?" she walked towards to the bedroom and sat to the bed. Kit followed her. They both drank their first coffees in silence, then Kit leaned back to the bed. He smiled at Emilia, and she snuggled to his arms. 
"When do you have to go?"
Em was looking sideways to the clock. It was 9.00 am. 
"Only around 11.00." she told him, while she put her arms around his body. "I did not want to tell Dan in phone. About is. I ... thought we can talk with them... together."
"But?" 
"But... you cannot come to LA with me. I go next week. To the Oscars. Before that, I talk with them."
"Alone?"
"Any better idea?" Em raised her head and looked at him.
"No. No there... I don't want to... leave you alone in this." he caressed her head.
"I know. But... I don't wanna wait. I wanna... talk with them as soon as I can."
"Are you sure it is a good idea? To tell them everything?"
"Not everything." Em shuddered her shoulder "Just some... things."
Kit smiled and turned with her in the bed. He leaned over her and smiled.
"What things?" 
"What is your problem Harington? Are you ashamed of me?"
"You are a bit naff sometimes that is true, but..."
"Hey" Em beat him on his shoulders but he grabbed her hand and squeezed it to the bed.
"But... I would never ashamed of you Clarke." he leaned closer and kissed her while his hand were running towards to her sex. Em grabbed his hand and stopped him.
"What?" he surprised.
"Bad news." Em shook her head "or good, depends on the aspect."
Kit still just stared her.
"You are very slow today, Harington" Em laughed "Let's just say your not going to be a father soon." she giggled.
"Oh..." he finally got what she meant. She has her period. "Very sad news." he caressed her breast with his finger.
"Do not misunderstand me, but I don't think we need... any children in our life right now." Em stated while she followed his fingers with her eyes. 
"I think you are right. But... " he gave a kiss to her neck.
"Don't tease me." she whispered. 
"I don't." he kissed her neck again. "I just give you kisses. Lot kisses..." 
"KIT!" she pushed him away and laughed "I hate you."
"I know." he kissed her forehead.