I Can't Let You Go

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"Is it really necessary?" Emilia looked at her publicist. "Yeah. Do not make faces. We should be happy he agreed to come. I don't even understand you. I thought you two getting well." He frowned. "Things are changed." She answered and hated the situation. They were standing at the airport and waiting for Charlie to arrive. "Emilia. Be honest with me please. You know I help you in everything just be honest. Are there anything between you and Kit? Anything what I need to know? Anything what... I can help. I support you just be honest." He asked her. She took a deep breath. She had no idea what is the good decision. Tell him or not. She hesitated. "That means a yes?" He was staring her. "My girl." Charlie appeared in front of them and grabbed her. He lifted her up and gave her a kiss. "Smile" he whispered to her ears. She tried. She tried to do her best. She put her hands around his neck and kissed him back while she was hearing the camera clicks. They hugged each other and walked out from the airport while paps taken dozen pictures of them. Charlie opened the cab door to let her in then went to the other side and got in to the car. Em sighed. She felt herself bad and miserable. They were sitting in the car in silence until they arrived to her flat. "And they are here too." She said quietly. Charlie took her hand. "Don't worry." He smiled at her and got out from the car. "Charlie! What do you know about your girlfriend cheated on you?" He opened the cab door and help Emilia to get out. "My girlfriend is not cheated on me. Sorry to dissapoint you." He smirked and put his arms around Emilia. "You are in the wrong address." He added and walked to the house with Emilia.

Kit was at home. The mess around him even gets bigger. More pictures more details. He refused to do any interviews and his publicist asked him to not shown up anywhere if it is not necessary. He missed Em. They talked but he also knew... it is Friday. The day when Charlie comes to London. He felt himself sick about it. He will be there again... with his Emilia and it is his fault. Even if he had no idea where and how the pictures released.

"Can I help?" Charlie asked Em while she was trying to make some food in the kitchen. "No." She shook her head. "Look ... I am sorry about what I told you. I did not want to hurt you but... after everything... what would you think in my place?" He tried to start a conversation. "It doesn't matter." She answered and turned to the fridge. "So you don't wanna talk about it. Or fix it." He stated. "There is nothing to talk about just leave me alone." She sighed. "Emilia. I am here to help. My agent sent me here to help. It is good for my image and for your image but ... I still wanna know what happened. I deserve to know what the hell is going on. I deserve an explanation why you just broke up with me after everything was fine." He tried to get the answers. Em just stood there and started to cry. No matter how she wanted to held back her tears. He walked to her "come here" he hugged her. "I don't know what is going on. Maybe one day... you're gonna tell me but... I still love you." He whispered to her. After his words she started to cry more. She felt herself more bad. That man did not deserved what she did with him.

"Do you wanna lay down or something?" He asked her. She nodded and walked to her bedroom. She wanted to be with Kit. Not with Charlie. She needed Kit. She took a deep breath and covered herself with the blanket and soon she fall asleep. A couple hours later when she woke up, she found Charlie in the living room. In front of his laptop. "Are you working?" she asked kindly. "Yeah. It was a sudden thing. That I had to leave so I couldn't finish everything." Charlie answered. "And... how things are going with the shooting?" she sat next to him. "Everything is fine. Everything is going well" he looked at her and smiled. "Are you okay?" he did not want to talk about the filming. He wanted to know what is going on with her. "I am sorry." she lowered her head. "I am sorry about how I behaved. What I said. I... know you are here to help, even if we are not together for real. It must be... hard for you to come here, and that airport scene." Emilia told him. "At least at the airport I could kiss you." he tried to joke around with her. She smiled a little too. "I wanted you to know. It was not your fault. Why it did not worked. It was totally not your fault. It was mine." she admitted. "Because you are in love with someone else, and not me." he stated. "It is not that simple." she took a deep breath. "You are in love with him. It was clear from the beginning, this is why I was jealous. This is why I acted like an idiot, when he was around. I saw that Emilia, but I don't understand why we even started all of this, if you loves another." he spread his hands. He was still kind, and understandable. "I thought I love you. I thought it will work. You and me together. Everything was so cool in LA." she leaned forward. "Then you came home and met with him" he added. She knew she couldn't tell him the whole truth. She did not told to her agent, there is no way to tell Charlie. It must be secret, because if she gave a chance to Rose to hurt Kit and her more... she will. She knew it. So it is better if she says nothing about them. "I... there is nothing between us. Between Kit and me. He is still my friend. But... I felt it is not correct with you. You deserve someone who loves you... who repay the feelings what you feel. Who feel the same for you. And it is not me." 

"I am sorry Emilia, but it is hard to believe there is nothing between you two. Seeing how upset you are... seeing how hurt you are about all of this mess around him." he looked at her. "I am not hurt... I just... there is my shooting, there is the scandal about us, we kissed in the car, what is nonsense, and now this. And people trying to involve me in it. That is why I am upset and hurt. Nothing else." she tried to explain. "Well I am here. To prevent the tabloids to involve you." he placed his hand to hers. "I know." she nodded and stood up. She started to walk to the kitchen. "He called you." Charlie sighed. "While you were sleeping. He called you at least three times" he turned back to his laptop. "Did you talked with him?" Em turned back to him.

COUPLE HOURS EARLIER

Charlie was sitting in the couch and working. He saw Emilia's phone was ringing.  It was on the desk next to his laptop. "Kitten" he was staring his name for a while. He pushed the mute button and tried to ignore the call. A couple minutes later, it was ringing again. After some hesitation, he did the same. And he called her again. He took a deep breath and picked it up. "Yes?" his voice surprised Kit. He knew he is there, but why the hell he picked up Emilia's phone. He felt how his blood started to boiling. "Kit?" Charlie asked because there were no answer. "Yes, it is me. Hi. Is Emilia there?" Kit tried to act like normal. "Yes. She is sleeping." he answered without any emotion. His voice was cold and calm. "When did you arrived?" Kit asked him. "Today morning." Charlie answered. It was a silence between them, what Charlie broke a couple seconds later. "I thought you should... keep yourself away from her, until this scandal gone." that sentence made Kit mad. Who the hell is this guy, to tell him when he can call Emilia. Who the hell is this guy, to pick her phone up. "I wanna talk with her." he answered. "Like I said, she is sleeping" Charlie was still calm. "What did you said to her? She don't wanna talk with me?" Kit started to lost his mind. "You are paranoid, Kit. She will call you back when she gets up." he answered. "I swear if you touch her even with one hand..." he started "Maybe you should not touch that Russian escort with your cock and the girl would be already yours" Charlie answered "I will tell her to call you back. Bye" he took off the phone. 

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"I did. I just swore to him, you're gonna call him back. Nothing else. Don't worry" he smiled to her. He did not told her the whole truth. He felt maybe it is better. He was not mad at Emilia, but he was mad at Kit. That girl was here for him ... for many years and he did not cared. Now it is his chance. He wanted to get the girl back, and he decided to do everything for it. "Shit, he is already at the theater" Em checked the clock. "You are gonna call him tomorrow Em. At least he has this play... to distract his attention" Charlie frowned. "So any plans for tonight?" he looked at her. "I don't really wanna go out." she answered. "So just laying down and watch tv or reading?" He asked her "Sounds good for me. Still on jetlag, and ... don't worry. Your couch is pretty comfortable so will be perfect for the nights." he smiled to her. Emilia smiled back. She was so lucky with this guy. She never thought he will handle the situation in this way. At least this reassured her. She went to take a bath.

She was in the bathroom for at least an hour. Used some relaxing shower gel, hoping it will help. She put a headset on and tried to find the bright side of everything. She smiled a bit when she heard the song in her headset.

"Yeah, cause I know I don't understand, Just how your love can do what no on else can

Got me lookin' so crazy right now, Your love's got me lookin' so crazy right now
Got me lookin' so crazy right now, your touch's, Got me lookin' so crazy right now "

She just wanted this mess to end, and be next to Kit again. Even is Charlie is a sweet guy, her hearts only beaten for Kitten. No one else, and she knew... this thing will never change. Not after their confessed their feeling for each other. She was crazy in love with him in every damn way, no matter how messy is he sometimes. 

After she finished with the bath, she got dressed. Charlie was still in front of the Laptop, but he was laughing. "What happened?" Em wondered. "You better see it with your own eyes." he was still laughing. Emilia walked closer. Their kissing picture was on the main page, with the huge headline. "EMILIA CLARKE FAIRYTALE STORY CONTINUES - Her prince arrived to town today, with true loves kiss" 

"Fuck" she sighed. "What?" Charlie looked up at her. "I thought we want this. What is wrong?" he was surprised. "Nothing. It is perfect. It is what we want." she nodded and faked a smile. She was sure, that won't avoid Kit's attention either, and she had no idea how he will handle this. That is the last thing what he need right now. She did not think that through. She should have say no in some way. That was too much. She would be hurt to ... if Kit would do the same with Rose.