I Can't Let You Go

Aftermath

"It went quite well." Kit stated when they got into the car. He started the engine and glanced at Emilia. 
"Quite well?" Em raised a brow. "My mom literally adores you." she giggled a bit. "Although this hasn't been a case so far. Deep in her heart she always wanted that. Us. To be together." she admitted.
"I can't argue with that." he laughed a bit. "I swear I feel guilty because I am not going with you to India. She was... so harsh about it." he continued, while he was driving. 
"She just wants to see me happy." Emilia lowered her head. "And she sees that ... I am happy with you. Probably I've never been that happy. Despite everything around us." 
"I was wondering when she is going to ask. Things about Rose." Kit sighed.
"She knows everything, and she knows how hard it is for us." she was playing with her fingers. "She doesn't want to make it harder." she looked out of the car window. "I hate that weather. I want some snow. Seriously." she changed the topic in a minute.
"You really don't want to talk about that thing, right?" Kit smiled a bit.
"We agreed that we avoid talking about that topic, right?" she looked at him. "And we can't say anything new." she turned to him with her upper body "No matter how many times we bring this up. So no. I don't want to talk about it and ruin our mood." she placed her hand to his face and caressed his beard. Kit gave a small kiss to her palm then he turned to the left with the car. The streets were empty, there were barely any cars around them. Emilia leaned back on the seat, and she placed her hand on his thigh. 

"Clarke." Kit warned her when he felt that her hand was sliding towards his inner thigh. "I am driving." 
"Yeah, you are right. It is not safe." she bit her lower lip and giggled. "You are kinda boring nowadays Harington. Not too long ago you'd have stopped aside some hidden place with the car and fulfill your desires," she stated with a flirtatious voice. 
"Believe me, I have plans for you tonight. But it is cold outside. My hands are frozen." he moved his fingers in the gear shift. He put it to empty when they stopped at the red light. Emilia glanced at him, but he only paid attention to the traffic lamp. She placed her hand to his hand and removed it from the gear shift and moved it towards her trousers between her legs. She made a place in her pants from the top, and direct his hand inside, to her sex. When his fingertips pressed to her clit she moaned a bit. 

"Oh, you were not kidding." she closed her eyes for a moment and Kit couldn't take his eyes off of her face. "But it is much warmer there, am I right?" she pressed his finger inside to her pussy and smiled. "Ahhh." she moaned again. Kit lost. Lost in the sight of that beautiful woman with that adorable kinky mind. He thrust his finger into her wet sex again. "Oh, yes." she pressed the back of her head to the seat and spread her legs more. He did not even see when the traffic light turned green. One of his hands was on the wheel, meanwhile, he was giving pleasure with the other one to the girl he loved so much. He felt how she was trying to push his hand more into her pants, and with that move, his fingers were sliding more into her sex. 

There was a loud horn, and that minute, he quickly pulled out his hand from her sex and tried to put the gearbox in the first speed, but he failed at first. Then he tried again and pressed the accelerator pedal with his leg. Finally, he sets off before the traffic lamp turned to yellow. She laughed so loudly at him. 
"You are crazy Clarke. I swear." Kit rolled his eyes with a grin on his face.
"What? I just wanted to make your hand warm," she answered and adjusted her pants. 
"When we get home..." He started.
"Oh, should I be scared now?" she teased him. 
"Your mother was right, you really have a dark humor sometimes." Kit continuously smiling at her and her behavior. 
"Did I look like I was just kidding?" she bit her lower lip again and raised a brow. 
"I love you crazy girl." he sighed and before she could give an answer, her phone started to vibrate and she searched for it in her bag. 
"Ben!" she picked it up. 

She was talking on the phone all way home, even when they got out of the car, and entered his flat. She put down her shoe, holding the phone with one hand, and she almost fell while she was doing it. Kit did the same move, and then he was watching her, how she was walking inside the living room with the phone in her hand. 
"Sure. Don't worry about it, I managed everything." she continued the phone call with Ben, and Kit stepped behind her, and she felt how his hand was sliding towards her belly from behind. She looked at Kit and shook her head, but that was his turn. There was a grin on his face, and Emilia formed a NO with her lips but he did not care less. He was walking towards her until she bumped into the walls with her back. He leaned over her and looked into her eyes. She felt how he was untying her pants, and he knelt in front of her. She followed him with her eyes. 
"Yeah. Yeah, I am here. And ..." she answered to Ben, who did not understand the huge silence. Kit kissed her belly and went down with those soft kisses. "May I..." Emilia tried to continue. "I should call you back tomorrow when..." she held back her moan at the moment when she felt his tongue on her sex. He smirked and started to lick her out. 
"Emilia everything is alright?" Ben asked her. 
"Sure." she sighed and swallowed a quite big one. She wanted to kill Kit with her eyes. He raised his eyes at her and shrugged his shoulder with that cheeky grin on his face. 
"What?" he asked quietly and thrust two of his fingers to her sex. She closed her eyes and concentrate so much to not give a damn sound. 
"So. Ahm. Ben I... check the tickets and ... " he moved his fingers faster. In and out, and it became harder and harder for her to talk. "I'll call you okay?" she placed her hand on his shoulder and squeezed it. 
"One last thing." Ben continued and Em couldn't believe it. Her brother never used to talk that much, and he seriously chose that moment to have a chat with his little sister. Kit enjoyed the situation so much. He licked his lips and leaned closer to her sex again, meanwhile, he was thrusting her with three of his fingers. Em put her hand to the top of his head and wanted to keep him away from her pussy for some more minutes, but he did not pay any attention to her and his tongue found her clit again. 
"Yeah." her voice thinned. "Ben I... I... really have to go now. I have to ... I have to..." Emilia couldn't act herself anymore, her climax was so close, and that was impossible to concentrate to remain in silence and held it back too. "I have to find my keys" she blurted and immediately pressed the red button on her phone at that moment and let a quite loud moan out. "Fuck." she breathed so quickly. "I swear... I ... I am going to kill you." she leaned to the wall with the back of her head. Kit started to stand up, but he did not miss to kiss her belly again. 

"It is not only you who loves to play." he leaned to her neck and kissed it. 
"That was definitely not funny." she raised a brow and looked into his eyes.
"I enjoyed it." he licked her lips again. "And it seemed you enjoy it too," he smirked. "Based on the fact... " he slid his hands to her pussy again and pressed two of his fingertips to her clit, then a bit more down, and thrust her with those again. "how wet you are," he whispered and kissed her neck again. 
"You'll get this back so much." she pulled a face, and told straight to his mouth but then he grabbed her by her waist, and he thrust his fingers more into her. 
"I can't wait Clarke." he fastens his moves and held her close. Her legs started to shake. 
"Kit" she was clinging to his neck and squeezed her phone in her hand to not drop it off. "Damn!" she barely could stand on her feet. 
"Cum for me baby." he groaned to her ear "Cum for me. I know you want it. I want you to cum." he was so directive and definite. "Yeah Clarke. Come on." 
"Kit! KIT!" she almost screamed and those were just his fingers, but he could use it quite damn well. "Yes!" she did not have to hold it back this time. She could let her moans out, and it was much better in this way. "OH YES!" she screamed and Kit was holding her to keep her on her feet. He gave a kiss to her neck again. 

"It is much better now, right?" he laughed a bit and looked into her eyes, then he gave a kiss to her lips. "I have no idea how I am going to survive for months... without you." he was staring at those emerald eyes and whispered. 
"Kit, don't..." she lowered her head and sighed. 
"Sorry. I was just..." he tried to find the right words.
"I am standing here without panties, you just fucked me with your fingers and now you are talking about things that totally ruin my mood. In case you haven't noticed." she placed her arms around his neck. "So right now I want you to continue the thing we started. And I don't want to hear a word about her or about or following months. At least until tomorrow." she made it clear and kissed his lips. "Deal?" she smiled a bit. 
"How can I say no to this?" Kit pressed his lips to her lips, and his tongue made a way to her mouth and started to play with her tongue. He raised her up to his hips and she clasped her legs around his waist meanwhile their kiss deepened and he almost ate her. He walked with her to the couch and laid over her. 
"Did you close the door?" Em broke the kiss. 
"Seriously? And I am the one who ruins your mood?" Kit laughed at her. 
"I just ... I am only asking for our safety." she giggled and she started to open the buttons on his shirt. 
"I have an idea." Kit kissed her, then he gave a kiss to her neck "Just... shut your mouth baby and seize the moment." he licked her ear then he moved down on her body with his kisses. 
"It is only you who can shut my mouth." she bit her lower lip and licked it. She sat up on the bed and grabbed his hand, then gave a small kiss to his finger, then licked it and then she swallowed it. She pushed Kit to the couch by his chest and climbed down. She was between his thighs and opened his belt. "And you know what is the best way to shut my mouth." she leaned over his sex and grabbed the edge of his pants to pull it down from him. He slid his hand to the back of her neck, and direct her towards his cock, and he did not have to ask twice. She swallowed all of it, at that moment. 
"Yes. Suck it."