I Can't Let You Go

SNL

"John!" Emilia hugged him when arrived at the studio. He was in the corridor. "You look good." she was smiling at him.
"Not better than you. I still don't get why I have to arrive earlier than you," he stated. "Now I have at least 2 hours until we start the recordings."
"I know, but... I saw a pretty good buffet around." she shrugged her shoulder, then her eyes were looking for him. "Have you...?" she started.
"They already shooting with him," John answered and smiled at her. "Poor guy is busy. He did not have time to say hi." he laughed a bit.
"Yeah, this is a huge thing for him, and I am glad... he got this chance." Em smiled. "And... Rose?" 
"She is in the makeup room," John answered.
"Great!" Em rolled her eyes. "So I better go with you to the buffet before I show myself there."
"Emilia!" a girl shouted after her in the corridor. She tried to fake a smile and turned to her direction.
"Hi." she tried her best.
"You are so on time. Great!" the girl was talking with all smiles. "You have to come with me, to the makeup room, and we can start it."
"Can I... drink a coffee before..." she tried to delay it.
"No, sorry. We have a pretty tight schedule. Come!" she showed with her hand and Em has no other choice, than follow her, even if she was not happy about it. Emilia took a deep breath before she entered into the makeup room. She was really not in the mood to deal with Rose, even if they had a very satisfying morning together. 
"Sit there."
"Emilia honey!" Rose greeted her with a huge smile and they hugged each other in front of the crew. "I thought you don't come. I started to worry." 
"I can imagine," she stated and tried to keep her best smile on her face. 
"Isn't this so cool? We are all in this together." Rose continued. 
"I am glad he got this chance." She tried to be polite, then walked to the chair and sat down. The makeup artist started her work, and the next moment the door opened. Kit spotted her first, and he was smiling but Em gave her a warning look through the mirror. 
"Honey!" Rose hugged him and gave a kiss to his face. "I am so proud of you. This will be amazing." 
"It ... it.. is. I thought you... are done here."
"I am done. Don't I look amazing?" she placed her hand to his chest. Em tried to not look at them. It was irritating. She did it just to make her mad, but she swore to herself, she won't let her. 
"They are so adorable." The makeup artist looked at them. Em rolled her eyes, then tried to focus. She knew her face and her eyebrows can tell anytime about her real feelings. Rose was clinging in his neck, and there were too many people around from the crew. 
"Kit!" the director assistant entered. "You have half an hour. Eat, smoke, anything you want."
"Great!" Rose smiled and took his arms. "Then we should go to the buffet." she pulled him with herself. He tried to catch Emilia's eyes, but she closed those. She wanted to turn her mind off and wanted to see less from this act. 

An hour passed, and Emilia finally can leave the room. She was not sure anymore, it was a good idea. She told Kit, she can control herself but it was not easy. 
"Em!" he grabbed her arm on the corridor. 
"She left you alone? What a surprise." Emilia stated.
"You know I..." Kit frowned.
"I know. It is not because of you. I just... want this night to end. It was not a good idea. It was my worst idea ever." she lowered her head.
"Well... I am glad you are here." Kit tried to smile at her.
"Ahm... I wish you good luck. For the show. I am sure... you'll be great in it." she avoided to look into his eyes.
"When do you have to leave?"
"After my scene. I ... it will be better in this way. It is not .... safe being in the same place with her for too long."
"I hate I can't say goodbye." Kit sighed. 
"Just... do not lose yourself more. Okay? Try to ... handle her with... cleanly. If ..."
"I try my best" he nodded and he wanted to hug her. He wanted to kiss her. He wanted to calm her down, but that was not the right place.
"There you are." Rose found him and she grabbed his arms again. "The girl said, we all should go to the waiting room." she was smiling at them.
"You really enjoy it, right?" Emilia couldn't keep herself back as much as she should.
"Well, he is my fiancé. Do not forget that."
"Can we do this like adults?" Kit took a deep breath. 
"It depends on her." Rose shrugged her shoulders. Kit was staring at Emilia. He was almost begging with his eyes. She nodded, then walked forward.