I Can't Let You Go

Approach

"Emilia at least let me explain!" he almost ran after her. They were in the corridor. There were others around them, but Kit did not care about it. He grabbed her arm and pulled her back. Please."
"I don't care," she yelled with him and reached out her arm from his hands. "You've played your last chance." 
Kit hardly could breathe, and that moment Rose came out from his room. She smiled with satisfaction and leaned to the doorway and watching them. 
"That is not what you think." Kit continued.
"Not what I think? The situation is pretty obvious." she was mad and she was still yelling. Some other cast members on the corridor were staring them, they were in silence and just watching the events. 
"Emilia please." 
"So you did not do any drugs with her in the room? Do not lie to me. I saw it. I saw it with my own eyes Kit!" she pushed him by his chest. "You swore me!" 
"I ..." he mumbled.
"It is over," she told straight to his face. "I am done. Once and for all." she turned to leave, but he grabbed her again and pulled her back. "Let me go."
"No!" Kit eyes were in tears and he begged her. "I did not do anything. Please, Emilia. You have to believe me."
"Let me go." she raised her voice again but Kit squeezed her more. "LET ME GO!" she yelled with him loudly. Jacob and Joe went closer to them and Joe placed his hand to his shoulder. 
"Kit." he tried to bring him back to his mind. "Let her go."  Em wrenched her arms from his hand and she almost ran away from him. Kit can't believe. That cannot happen.
"What did you do?" Maisie stepped closer to him, made a face, then went after Emilia. The others followed her. He was standing at the corridor alone, and some seconds later Rose stepped closer to him.
"I've told you. She would never accept the things I accepted from you." she stated with a pleased smile "This is why I'll be with you forever. And not her."

Kit jumped up from his bed. He was sweating and panting. That was just a fucking nightmare. He felt a tightness in his chest. He literally couldn't breathe. He tried to stand up from the bed, but it was hard for him. That dream endured him. That dream destroyed him. He went to the bathroom as soon as he could and washed his face with cold water. He leaned to the sink and tried to put himself together, but that was not easy. Emilia left him there yesterday. She thinks the worst of him, and if he can't handle the situation... that nightmare easily can come true. Rose would do everything to make this happen. He needed a couple of minutes. He was staring himself in the mirror. "Don't screw this" he told to himself. He wiped his face and dressed up. He had an hour before he had to go to the studio. He needed to see her. He went to her room and knocked on the door. No one answered, so he tried again... but Emilia was not there.

"You woke up early." Rose spotted Emilia at the hotel bar. When she heard Rose's voice... she had goosebumps. She was the last person who she wanted to talk with at that moment. "Hard night?" Rose continued and sat next to her.
"I don't think it belongs to you," she answered lightly. She tried to be polite. There were too many people around them. 
"I thought you only come back next week."
"Things have changed." Em raised her cup and drank into her coffee. 
"And what is your plan for today?" Rose continued.
"What the hell do you want from me?" Em turned to her. She started to lose her patience.
"I just wanted to talk." 
"I just wanted to drink a coffee. Alone." Emilia answered and made a face. "And I don't think there is anything that we have to talk about." 
"Oh, there are many things." Rose turned to the bar. "A cappuccino please," she told to the bartender. 
"Well." Em stood up "I am not interested." 
"Did he tell you we have a scene together in SNL? It was quite hard to arrange it, but it will be amazing. A lovely scene with a kiss." Rose continued. "That is good for you too if you think through. At least people believe more that we are so in love. And we might get closer again." 
Emilia held herself back. She had to. She can't make a scene. Not there, not in front of everyone. 
"As I see he forgot to tell you." Rose stood up and walked closer to her. "Do not mind it, he loves to keep things in secret. Things that ... maybe unpleasant from him. You better get used to it." she continued, then walked passed by her.