I Can't Let You Go

Break Up

Em was walking up and down. Kit just watching her. She was clearly upset and nervy. 
"Em? Would you please just... sit down?" Kit asked her. She turned to him and sighed. She did not want to sit down. She did not want to calm down. She wanted to slap him, wanted to shout with him. 
"Em?" he took a step to her and put his arms to her shoulder. "Please." he asked her and there was a little cute smile on his face. Em hated it but nodded and sat to the sofa. Kit took a deep breath and sat opposite to her. To the couch. 
"I broke up with her."

FEW DAYS AGO - THE BREAK UP 

"You cannot talk serious. You cannot do this with me!" Rose was yelling with him.
"Can we talk about it, like two adults?"
"Like to adults? Are you fucking serious? You knocked me up, then you say you don't wanna marry me! Fuck you Kit. I won't let you do this."
"Do what? Rose. I don't wanna marry you. I don't want any child in my near future and you exactly know that." he answered. He knows this is selfish and he is rude, but he couldn't handle this situation. Not anymore "I... am gonna help you and the child. In anything. But..."
"FUCK YOU KIT!" she was hysterical "It is because of her right? It is because you fuck her. You have been fucking her since the beginning."
"What?" he shook his head.
"Oh, you exactly know what I am talking about. She is a slut, and she never needed you. She is just playing with you, when will you accept it? She wanted you, because you moved on."
"Rose, you are insane. Emilia and I... are just friends" Kit tried to be calm. He saw that is coming. He was sure, but he couldn't control himself and play the happy fiance. Not anymore.
"Sure, you are just friends. I am not an idiot! I know you always meet with her! I know you are cheating me with her."
"Okay, that conversation is over." he turned his back to her and started to packing his bag.
"At least you should be honest with me now. Tell me you did not meet with her! Lie to my face Kit." she continued.
"Yes I met with her. She is my friend. We met a couple days ago. I talk with her about many things, about us too."
"So that was her idea, to break up with me. I should have known" she was trembling. 
"No. It was not. She ... has nothing to do with us. Your jealousy and your decisions what you made without me. This is why it ended. Not because of someone else." he answered, but he became more and more mad. 

He went to the bathroom, and he wondered, why she was in silence. When he came out, he saw his phone was on the table. Rose was sitting next to it on the couch. She was crying. 
"I better go now. You can stay here, as long as you want." he added and put his bag to his shoulder. 
"You better watch out Kit. I won't let this without word. You destroyed my life." there were rage in her eyes.
"Blame me on media. Tell me I am an asshole. I am. I know it. And I don't care."
"But your little slut would care about it. She is a homewrecker whore." she answered.
"Really Rose? Don't you think those are strong accusations without any proof?" he grabbed his phone from the desk.
"Are you sure I don't have proof?" 
That was the last word for Kit. He left the room.

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"I sat into my car. And driving. Towards to your moms home. Then I realized... that is the worst thing what I could do in that moment. I had to be sure, she is not following or spying me. My phone was on the desk... I was not sure, she... did not put something on it what is tracking me. I had to keep myself away from you as long as it needed, no matter how fucking hard it was." he continued "I did not want to cause any trouble for you. I gave my phone to my friend, he checked it and found a GPS tracker on it. Sounds ridiculous. I agree. I barely could believe it. She is working on ... to find some proof against us. Yesterday Portia was at the theater, today her brother was there, but Jack helped me to ... slip out. I did not even enter into the hotel from the main entrance. It is still risky but... I had to see you. I needed to talk with you. I needed to look into your eyes and tell you everything." he sighed. "This is it Emilia. I tried to keep you save. Maybe I screwed it. Maybe you would ... solve this in another way, but I did not want to risk. You don't deserve to be in a scandal. You did not do anything wrong, it was me. It is my fault. Everything what happened. And ... I promised you, I ... do everything to keep you away from this. And I do. Because I love you." he raised his head and looked at her.