I Can't Let You Go

TV

"I smell coffee." Kit murmured in the bed. He was still sleeping, covered himself with the blanket fully. After their passionate lovemaking, they fall asleep but he had a horrible dream. Again. Those nightmares hunt him. Nightmares about losing her. Recurrently. Maybe that rehabilitation center really can help him. He tried to hide... cover his fears and insecurity, but no matter how hard he tried, Emilia knew and see those. She knows and loves him. He turned to his back and tried to open his eyes. 
"Morning" she was sitting on the edge of the bed, with her beautiful smile. 
"Why are you already awake?" Kit frowned, and yawn. "You should still be here with me, in the bed. Naked." he smiled.
"You always have that in mind." Em rolled her eyes "Seriously?"
"It is your fault." he took her hand "But seriously. Why did you get up that early?"
"I brought coffee." she pointed to the counter. 
"I see." Kit still did not understand. He sat up on the bed and took his coffee. Drank into it. "So?"
"So what?" Em shrugged her shoulder. 
"Emilia. I know you. What is wrong?"
"I can't bring coffee for my love?" Em was staring at his face. Kit couldn't help himself, he started to smile. He loved how it sounds from her mouth. Her love... and it was him. 
"I think you have many things to do today. Photoshoots. Interviews. What is the schedule?" Kit placed back the coffee cup to the counter. 
"I planned to spend my day with you. Of course, until you don't have to go to the rehearsals." Em lowered her head.
"This sounds good." Kit placed his hand to her hand. "And that means..." He leaned closer to her.
"That means?" Emilia smiled and bit her lower lip.
"That means we have quite a lot of time ... until I have to go." his lips almost reached her lips.
"I am glad to hear it." Em bit her lower lip and she leaned over him, while they became one in a deep and heated kiss again. Em sat on his lap while his hands were exploring her back below her shirt. "I feel like you have dirty thoughts again." Emilia giggled. She felt how his cock hardened under the blanket. 
"Always" he answered and grabbed her butt. He turned on the bed with her. 
"Fuck." Em sighed when she heard how her phone vibrating on the desk. 
"I don't hear anything." Kit tried to distract her attention, but she escaped from his arms. 
"I have to. My mum is coming today." Em answered, and checked the phone. "See..." She showed it to him "My mum" she smiled and pressed the green button on the screen. "Hi"

Kit gave up the wait and turned on the tv. At least a quarter of an hour passed, and he was still hearing how she was dinging on the phone. 
"Sure, just call me before you get here." she walked back into the room "No. No, I'll b here, just ... call me okay. Love ya too" she finished. She placed her phone back to the desk and walked back to the bed, sat next to him. Kit was watching the tv. "Mom and Bennett are coming here in the afternoon," she told him, but he did not pay any attention. "Kit?" 
"What?" He turned to her.
"You are not paying any attention to me." Em hit him with the pillow.
"Okay, okay, I am listening" Kit started to laugh, while he tried to defend himself. 
"What are you..." Em turned to the TV. "Seriously? Friends? How many times have you seen this?" Emilia pointed towards the TV while she placed herself next to him under the blanket.
"I love this show. I can watch it anytime." He shrugged his shoulder. "Especially these parts." Emilia snuggled closer to him, placed her head to his chest.
"Is that... awww ..." Emilia realized " when Ross said Rachel's name on the wedding."
"Yeah, it is." Kit smiled and placed his arm around her. "You have no idea how many times ... I..." He stopped.
"What?" Em raised her eyes at him, and he just smiled and staring at her. Emilia elbow next to him, and looking into his eyes. "Kit?"
He caressed her chest with his finger.
"Do you know have many times I had a dream about it?" he sighed. 
"About this Friends episode?" Em frowned.
"No." Kit rolled his eyes. "When... she was planning the wedding and... you were with... Charlie." he lowered his head. "I dreamed about it many times. Standing at the altar with her, and ... I accidentally said your name." he smiled a bit again. 
"And?" Emilia leaned closer.
"And I usually woke up after that." 
Em placed her hand to his face and leaned even closer
"I hope when you ... marry me you won't say the name of anyone else." she smiled and she stopped before their lips could meet.
"If you'll be the one there with me ..." he placed his hand to the back of her head, pierced into her hair, and pulled her close. "I don't want anyone else." he kissed her with all his heart once more. Em laid back to his chest and he was caressing her back. It did not take long, while she was falling asleep. She loved to spend her nights with Kit, but they usually slept quite a bit. They always had better things to do next to each other. They were like two teenagers who never get enough from the other.