I Can't Let You Go

Confess

"I understand" Emilia stepped next to him and took his hand. She was kind, sweet, and calm. She tried to make him look at her.
"I know how much I hurt you." he sighed.
"You don't," Em whispered to him, and finally, she caught his eyes. "I understand."
"But I know..." he caressed her hands with his fingers "I know how much you wait for it. How much you want to go there, spend some time alone with me. Without hiding. I want it too but..."
"Kit!" Emilia placed her finger to his lips. "I know and I understand. You don't have to explain it." she smiled a bit. "I ... " she sighed and grabbed his hand. Lead him to the bed and sat down. He sat next to her. "Before I lost my father... we knew around Christmas that he has... that horrible disease and... there is no cure for it... and I had no idea how many holidays I can spend with him. He was strong, full of life, but he passed half a year later." she felt how tears filled her eyes. "I know.... how much you love your mother. I know how much you were afraid that you lose her when she was in the hospital." her voice was trembling. "I know what you feel, and I would never ask to do what you don't want to do." she wiped a tear away from her face.
"Em." Kit whispered her name and leaned closer to her to kiss her. "It is not that ... I don't want to go with you. You know I want it too. You know I waited for that trip, just like you."
"I know. And we're going to have many trips in our future life." Emilia smiled. "But now, if you feel you have to stay with your family, I understand." she nodded. "Not to mention, I don't want them to hate me more than they already did. I mean your father." she corrected herself, and Kit laughed at her a bit, then he pulled her face closer, kissed her lips, and laid down on the bed with her.
"I have to admit..:" He started after another kiss, "I thought we are going to have some debate because of it. You have no idea how much I think about how I am going to tell you." he confessed.
"I am not a dragon." Emilia rolled her eyes.
"I thought you are." Kit grinned and raised his brow.
"Kit... I am talking seriously." she patted his chest. "I don't understand why you were afraid to tell me. I mean... Am I that bad? That... bitch? With you?"
"No, you are not. You never were. I think I just did not want to make you feel disappointed." he caressed her head.
"That is why I love you. Because you are who you are," she whispered to him, and for an answer, he just kissed her again. His hand found a way under her clothes, and how his palms were running through her naked skin she immediately felt desire for him. Kit found the sensitive part on her neck with his kisses. He knew her body, every inch of it.
"You'll be free this week right?" he whispered to her ears, with so much lust in his voice, while his hands were sliding up towards her breasts.
"Yeah." Emilia moaned a bit for an answer.
"Let me make amends because I have to resign the trip." he continued and he pulled her shirt down above her head. She helped him and smiled.
"One night with you is not enough." she giggled and Kit sat up on the bed. He was working on her buttons to remove her pants. Emilia was staring at his hands and bit her lip.
"You underestimate me, Clarke. I can make miracles to happen in one night," he smirked and pulled down her pants. He grabbed her legs under her knee and pulled her closer to the edge of the bed, where he knelt down.

Kit placed her calf to his shoulder and started to give small kisses to it, going towards her inner tights.
"Sure you can." Emilia giggled and enjoyed the kisses, which are getting closer to her sex. "Ahhh..."
"But I think about..." he bit her tight a bit right next to her sex. "A week full of pleasure..." he placed his mouth near to her clit but he did not touch it. "away from the city. Just you and me." she felt his breath on her sex and it made her crazy.
"Kit." she moaned his name. She licked her pussy once and smirked.
"Kisses. Orgasms. Rest." he continued to talk but Emilia did not want him to talk anymore, she wanted him to continue the thing he started. He wanted him to lick her out in that insane way as he usually does. He did again. Slowly. Her whole body reacted to that lick. "So what do you think?"
"Do not tease me Harington:" she raised her eyes at him.
"You don't like my idea?" he raised his brow and kept eye contact while the tip of his tongue teasing her most sensitive part.
"Just ... Kit." she tried to answer but it was a good feeling. She bit her lower lip again and she couldn't stop smiling.
"So? Still waiting for my answer" Kit smiled and she felt how his fingers were caressing her tights towards her sex. Stopped at her entrance, which was so wet. "Your pussy says yes." he grinned and stated, but he did not trust her with his fingers, no. He was just teasing her. Playing with her, and he enjoyed it.
"My pussy definitely wants you to lick me out finally." she raised her head up a bit from the bed and told him.
"You are so impatient lately," he smirked and kissed her inner tight again. Emilia panted, and he was right, she was impatient. She wanted to have sex with that man. She wanted to cum once, twice ... as many times as it is possible. "Guess, we have to work on that." he was still talking instead of licking or fingering her.
"If you won't fuck me finally, you can go home." Emilia raised herself up to her elbows and told him.
"Is this a threat?"
"You know I can play this game too, right?" she raised her brow.
"I just want an answer." Kit looked at her so innocently and caressed her clit with his finger, so slowly. She was so wet. She was so ready for him.
"If I say yes, would you finally give me what I need?" she closed her eyes for some seconds.
"What do you need Clarke? I thought you have everything." he laughed a bit and his fingers were moving faster on her sex.
"I hate you." she panted harder and laid back to the bed. "I hate you so much."
"I feel it baby." he finally thrust his finger into her pussy.
"Oh, my heaven" Em moaned loudly and started to squeeze the blanket around her, while Kit moved his finger in and out. "Kit," she said his name while enjoyed his moves so much. He did it faster then he slowed down again when her legs started to shake. "I swear I am going to kill you."
"That is why I love you that much. Because of your kindness" Kit joked with her.
"I'll be kind when you deserve it." she pulled herself up in the bed and facing him.
"You are cute when you are angry."
"I don't want to play games" Em stated and gave him a killer look.
"I thought you love games." Kit was still smiling and leaned closer to her face and his finger was again on her clit, massaged it gently. Emilia grabbed his wrist, but he was stronger than her. He did not let her move his hand away. He thrust his finger again to her pussy and grabbed the back of her neck.
"Kit" she put her arm around his neck and squeezed him close, while he finally did exactly that she wanted. "Kit" she moaned his name again and he became wilder and fiercer. His fingers were moving in and out in her so fast, so deep. "Yes," she almost screamed, when he finally let her climax hit her body. "Oh yes." she moaned again and tried to breathe.

"So... little miss hysterical." Kit kissed her neck. "Do you want to join me for a week in Suffolk or you hate me too much?"
"I am still waiting for my lick," Emilia answered with a lusty smile. "After that, if that is satisfying enough... I'll be thinking about it." now she was the one who was teasing him, but they both know it is just a game. The game of love and while they were together, they both were winners. Kit climbed down from the bed again and without any more talk or question, he pressed his lips to her sex and started to lick her so wildly.
"Holy shit!" Emilia immediately screamed. She was barely over of her previous climax, but how he was licking her, it was more than good. She would have called it a stupendous experience. "Yes. Yes!" her fingers were running through his hair and she squeezed his hair locks. He felt how she was pressing him more to her sex and he couldn't help himself but smile. Those moments don't worry about anything. Those moments they realized again and again they were meant to be together, and that is where they have to be. In each other's embrace. Hidden from the world. Kit continued and this time he did not play any game, he just wanted her to cum finally. Let every worry out of her body and not a minute later she did. "Kit" she panted and smiled so much. Kit climbed next to her and caressed her breasts while staring at her mesmerizing face. Drawing circles around her nipples.

"I love you," he whispered to her and pressed his lips to her soft lips, gently.
"I am glad to spend the week with you in Suffolk. Although I don't think that was a real question." she smiled at him.
"So it was not that lick, which convinced you?" Kit teased her again and laughed.
"We need it." Emilia remained serious. "A week together, without work and everything. And... after I coming back from San Francisco my days will be crazy again. And..."
"What if we go to a trip after New Year's Eve? A couple of days." Kit shrugged his shoulders.
"I am afraid you forget that you start the shootings at that time." Emilia raised her brow.
"Fuck." Kit sighed. She was right. He totally forgot about the Eternals shootings. There were many other things in his mind. "We have to learn to manage our lives better," he admitted.
"If we can spend some time together in Suffolk, it is enough for me," Emilia answered and she did not really want to continue that talk. She had other plans with him that night. She grabbed his head and turned with him on the bed, laid over him, and sat to his lap. "But first of all... I want to repay that amazing lick." she started to climb down from the bed, meanwhile she was unbuttoning his pants. She grabbed the edge of it and pulled it down from Kit. He was already so hard for her. She licked her lips and stared at his rock hard manhood, and a moment later, she just swallowed it in her mouth.
"Damn baby." Kit groaned at the moment when he felt the warmth of her mouth around his dick and she started to suck it without hesitation. Up to the hilt, in and out. Deeply and she never missed to use her tongue too. "Yes" Kit squeezed her hair and moved her head and she moaned. Again and again. "Em, yes. Suck it," he told her so firmly and he pushed his cock deeper into her mouth, but it did not bother her. No. She loved it. She loved him. With all her heart.