𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 ⚣ 𝙘𝙩𝙝+𝙖𝙛𝙞 ✔

22

cliffordthebigreddog: calum
cliffordthebigreddog: guess what

caluminthehood: you're not supposed to talk to me
caluminthehood: and i don't wanna talk to you

cliffordthebigreddog: but it's really important

caluminthehood: fine

cliffordthebigreddog: you're not gonna believe me

caluminthehood: tell me what it is mike

cliffordthebigreddog: ash may have just
cliffordthebigreddog: we may have just fucked

caluminthehood: you're right
caluminthehood: i don't believe you

cliffordthebigreddog: do you wanna see the scratches on his back
cliffordthebigreddog: or the hickies on my neck

caluminthehood: i don't believe you

cliffordthebigreddog: oh really
cliffordthebigreddog: you should

caluminthehood: no
caluminthehood: Ashton wouldn't do that

cliffordthebigreddog: he did me

caluminthehood: no

cliffordthebigreddog: denial is bad for the soul

caluminthehood: he wouldn't do that
caluminthehood: he said that he likes me
caluminthehood: he told me

cliffordthebigreddog: you actually thought that he cared about you?
cliffordthebigreddog: news flash
cliffordthebigreddog: he's done this before
cliffordthebigreddog: plenty of other guys
cliffordthebigreddog: plenty of other girls

caluminthehood: but ash is gay

cliffordthebigreddog: if that's what he told you
cliffordthebigreddog: okay
cliffordthebigreddog: sure
cliffordthebigreddog: he thinks you're clingy
cliffordthebigreddog: and he hates the stupid memes you send him
cliffordthebigreddog: he doesn't really like you
cliffordthebigreddog: he thinks the emojis you use are dumb and childish
cliffordthebigreddog: and he almost throws up when he has to call you "baby boy"

caluminthehood: but
caluminthehood: no
caluminthehood: i have no reason to believe you

cliffordthebigreddog: you have no reason not to

caluminthehood: i hate you

cliffordthebigreddog: that's what ashton says about you

[ caluminthehood is offline ]

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For a long time before knowing Ashton, Calum had spent a lot of his nights crying himself to sleep. Since knowing Ashton, that hadn't happened at all. Knowing that Ashton hated him and everything he did, crying himself to sleep just wouldn't be good enough. Neither was he. Ashton said that he liked him. He thought they had bonded.

He was stupid. Of course Ashton didn't like him. Of course Ashton was just playing with his emotions.

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ashtonofbricks: calum
ashtonofbricks: is everything alright
ashtonofbricks: you're worrying me love
ashtonofbricks: please answer me

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Calum never went more than an hour without answering Ashton. It had been over three. Ashton was more than worried; he was ready to kill anyone stopping him from speaking to Calum. Very dramatic, but you see, Ashton cared deeply about him. If only he knew what had really happened.