Chubby Youtubers/Ego's Oneshots

Chubby Patton x Male Reader (Part 1?)

A/n: I really need to write more on Thomas Sanders sides.

Warning: Be careful reading this, this has some sensitive stuff in this

Plates and bottles being thrown everywhere, endless screaming matches between your parents, the painful cut across your (s/c) cheek and the hammering headache banging inside your head as you remember hitting your head against the wall as your dad pushed you too hard. Everyday your parents fought their voice getting louder and louder each time they argued you hid in your bedroom body shaking uncontrollably and hands over your ears to block out the noise, they never argued before you were born dad would say to you giving you a dirty look. Eventually their bickering soon involved their son dad screaming and ranting that he has no son and your mom would try to defend you every time, soon dad started to come home drunk turning into a monster that you feared and used you as a punching bag.

I didn't raise a bi-fucker son in my house

I'm ashamed of calling that...thing my son

Why didn't you have an abortion? We didn't want him, he's a mistake that needs to be erased

These were some of the word's dad shouted at your mother as you overheard them from your bedroom and every insult every bad word that aimed at you felt like a knife piercing your heart, from your dad you learned how to hate yourself your thoughts becoming self-destructive. Usually you spend hours in your room texting your boyfriend Patton who was a ray of positivity, loving and caring boyfriend you ever dated from picnics on the beach, silly little dates to the carnival where you and Patton would go on the Ferris wheel Patton wrapping his beefy arm around your shoulders pulling you into his side keeping you warm to simply staying at his place with his other brothers feeding spoonful after spoonful of ice cream into your chubby boyfriend's mouth observing his gentle smile his rosy chubby cheeks, his blue shirt riding up his blubbering pudgy beerbelly and his jeans clinging tight to his newly puffed up rounded ass leaving no room.

'If I were to fly off a bridge will I be able to return home'

'Would getting run over by a car make my mom and dad happy again'

'Patton would move on forget about me, no one needs me he could do better'

Currently you sat inches away from the pond inside the park where mostly everyone is gone leaving a few people lingering randomly anywhere the sun slowly descended from the sky the orange glow glowing dimmer and dimmer as the night slowly rose taking the sun's place. The cool air blew ruffling your (h/c) hair slightly eyes locking onto the mother duck swimming in the pond with her ducklings your entire body felt cold as ice since you been sitting in the same position without moving for hours. Sniffing you rub your nose with the back of your hand and wheeze slightly as your ribs protest angrily from moving suddenly pulling out your phone you decided to text your boyfriend to see if you can come over.

Y/N: Hey Pat can I come over? Xoxo

Patbear: anytime gorgeous man. Is something wrong?

'Of course, Patton could tell something was wrong, he's too selfless for this world' you thought typing out with shaky hands.

Y/N: Honestly?...I don't know Patton I just....Never mind I'll be round in the next 5-10 minutes.

Patbear: Stay safe love, I'm worried about you

Biting back a need to cry out you pocketed the phone slowly standing up with your stiff knees cracking, groaning you limp slowly out of the park being careful to not take deep breaths to irritated your ribs any further. Along the way you felt your left cheek stinging as the cut reminding you that it's still there your light blue jeans coated in mud and blotches of blood from falling onto shards of glass and the light purple sweater that Patton gave you had multiple stitches undone from your dad relentless beatings, your body felt numb and your mind felt hazy unaware that you been standing outside Thomas's place for a good 2 minutes. Realizing you arrived you brought out a spare key that Patton gave you in case you want to pop over at any time, unlocking the door you walked in feeling a warm blast of air hitting your cold body making you shiver a sweet aroma wafted from the kitchen alerting you that your boyfriend must be baking something. Walking past the living room you saw Thomas, Logan and Roman sitting on the creamy leather couch watching the lion king again for the hundredth time without being noticed you moved on.

Taking a step into the pristine kitchen you saw your boyfriend having his back facing you just placing another tray of muffins on top of the counter your (e/c) eyes looked over to the sink where a huge pile of mixing bowls and other cooking equipment needed washing, glancing back you smiled tiredly seeing Patton in light pink sweatpants riding incredibly low on his soft bountiful waist showing his butt crack off and guessing from the white shirt he's wearing it's stretched tight over his massive chunky paunch outlining every curve.

"He-y Pat" you grimaced struggling to breath a bit as your wheezing became louder this time.

"Good evening love I miss-" Patton said happily turning around but cut himself off as his smile completely disappeared seeing you in a ruff state. Everything seemed move around you tilting, swaying, spinning which made your stomach churn you tried to move forward but you felt weak as your legs buckled underneath you making you collapse to the floor but your boyfriend was one step ahead and caught you before you fell.

"(y/n)? my sweet handsome man what happened?" Patton asked tears brimming in his eyes. You simply shook your head against your boyfriend's chest and looked up your gaze unfocused and you were fighting to stay awake.

"Yo-you can do b-b-better than me Patton, I'm no good for you. I'm just me a worthless, pathetic person no one needs" you wheezed out feeling your chest tighten painfully but decided to ignore it to gaze at your boyfriend who started to cry silently. Patton heard you wheezing and panic rose inside of him he didn't know what to do but he did know he needs to get you help.

"THOMAS PLEASE COME QUICK I NEED YOUR HELP IT'S (Y/N)!" Patton shouted so loud that the neighbors could hear it. Fast approaching footsteps came from the living room but static filled your ears making you hear nothing.

"Call an ambulance now" Patton begged as Thomas fished out his phone to call for help while Roman stood shocked in his place while Logan came up to Patton and you to see if he can help in anyway as possible.

"I--I love you---Patton, you are the best thing to happen in my life" you muttered as darkness finally washed over you. You didn't see the pure terror and anguish on your boyfriend's face as he tried to shake you awake but failing.

"I love you too baby, just hang on okay don't leave me" Patton hold onto you tightly as the sirens of the ambulance could be heard in the distance.