jaden hossler - the one

part 11

anthony's been acting strange all week. but since its our anniversary tomorrow, i wanted to do something special. i know hes been busy, so i wanted to give him a break. you know, a chill day.
i had booked a spa day, like a day after our anniversary, so that we could cuddle and go out for dinner tomorrow. he doesnt know about it yet, its a full on surprise. i know weve only been together for 2 weeks, but i rlly care ab him. i have everything planned.

i text him a goodnight text.

the next day

i wake up, super excited. i put on a super cute outfit.

this outfit, with black heels. i got my keys and wallet. i checked my phone. no text from ant. he was probably getting ready for today. i run downstairs and smile at my mom.

"you look amazing Louise, have a great day"

"i love you!" i kiss her on the cheek.

i go to the flower store and buy a rose. i know ant loves them. i go this house, still super excited.

i knock on the door. no answer. i knock again, no answer. i text him to ask if hes home. i decide to check if the house is open, and he maybe just didnt hear me.

YES! the house is open! i prepare myself for a smiling anthony, open the door and...

tears fill my eyes. i see him there, on the couch. making out with a girl. i hold my hand for my mouth. he looks up.

"fuck FUCK im so sorry louise its not- im sorry"

"d-do you even know what day it is?"

he looks confused. fuckin bastard. i throw the rose on him, hit him in the face and slam the door behind me. i start walking fast. i needed to get out of here. right now. i hear anthony behind me

" LOUISE PLEASE IM SO SORRY"

i ignore him. i keep on walking faster. im sobbing uncontrollably. did he care? did he ever fucking care? was he using me? everything around me was turning all blurry, i couldnt feel my legs. i realized i was having a panic attack. i havent had one since my dads passing. fuck. i see this dude run up to me, but i cant tell who it is. soon everything around me turned black...

i wake up in my bed. how did i end up here? i hear two people talking in the hallway. its my mum and.. j-jaden?

"thank you so much for bringing her home."

"its really no problem ma'am"

i stand up and walk out of my room. my mom has a worried look on her face. jaden looks at me with a sad smile.

"i'll leave the two of you for a sec" she says going downstairs.

"d-do you know" i ask

"about anthony? yeah he told me. im really sorry louise."

tears fill my eyes again.

"do- do you think im not g-.. good enough" i say between short breaths.

"what? no! louise dont say that. this is not your fault."

i look up at him and start sobbing. he pulls me into a hug and kisses my head. i felt safe in his embrace. i look up at him. he smiles.

"thank you jay, ur the best"

"anytime babygirl" he says wiping a tear of my face.

"do u think you'll be fine alone?"

i nod and hug him.

"text me when your home okay" i say.

he nods and smiles. i go back to sitting in my room. my mom walks in.

"sweetheart, what happened?"

i start crying, yeah again. i lay my face on her lap. she plays with my hair. i tell her everything. every little thing.

"hes not worth your time darling. you gotta know ur worth! you are amazing, beautiful and hella sweet! if he dont see that, he dont deserve you"

i smile and hug her.

"you're the best"

A/N : well that took a turn didnt it 😳 hahah, yeah well. here the fun starts doe! i might be posting another part tonight so stay tuned.